From: ldoneganspam@centurytel.net   
      
   I am seeking for a formula or recipe for C-4 explosive.  Or better than what   
   I myself have created in doing what I intend to do here.   I have found a   
   old mine shaft where the support structures are not too stable and I have   
   explored it so there is only one entrance into it no exit at all.   
      
   My intent is to blow the walls and ceiling while inside the old mine shaft   
   and basically take care of burial, and removal of my life.   
      
   Reason for this is not only have I lost several family members due to death   
   and recently have even lost both parents now.   Plus with heavy financial   
   problems and now a recent law suite I stand to lose not only my home,   
   vehicle, business, and the way it sounds I will also lose my wife and   
   everything else.   So I feel I have nothing left but take my life.   
      
   Lost everything so what have I else?  Nothing.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)