From: tortilio@interfree.it   
      
   Hello everybody, I don't feel like spending many lines in describing the   
   condition I find myself in, and the reasons that led me to look for an   
   end as the only way left to stop it, rather, I'm leaving this post to   
   hopefully receive some information I need in order to abandon life in   
   the way I would like to do it. The step is undoubtly a hard one, and I   
   would like to do it in what I consider the "softest" way among those I   
   could think about. My condition is such that the unavailability of what   
   I'm looking for (medicines) will only force me to opt for a different   
   (more "violent") method. After all, since I wasn't given the chance to   
   live a healthy and happy life, I think I'd deserve to at least have the   
   choice to decide how to go out.   
   More in detail, I'm looking for sources to buy baribiturics and sleeping   
   pills from, and the indication of which medicines are supposed to work   
   better. Instructions on dosages and how to use/combine the medicines are   
   very welcome too (I've already read some stuff about, anyway). I know   
   the basic steps (1- anti-vomit pills, 2- alcohol/soda, 3- sleeping   
   pills, 4- and bariturics, eventually), and I've met   
   a few names so far (Vesparax, Pentothal, Pentobarbital, Oxazepam,   
   Darvon, Nembutal, Secobarbital, Seconal, Butalbital...) but I'm not sure   
   about which ones are the proper medicines, and which ones are available   
   somewhere over the Internet (or elsewhere). Again, any kind of help   
   and/or information is welcome, especially on where to buy things from.   
   As a short note, I want to thank in advance anyone who'll offer me his   
   help and show understanding for how unbearable life can be made by   
   certain health problems. I'd say I hardly believe I ended up the way I'm   
   currently forced to live in, but that's what happened, and that's all.   
   It's sad what a life can turn into, and how a person may come to desire   
   his own death, but, as a last choice, things make me feel "happy" for   
   having such opportunity left.   
   Greetings, Raffaele   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)