From: aaronkim00@gmail.com   
      
   On Tuesday, November 21, 2023 at 5:37:57 PM UTC-8, Aaron Kim wrote:   
   > On Tuesday, November 21, 2023 at 5:17:55 PM UTC-8, Aaron Kim wrote:    
   > > On Tuesday, November 21, 2023 at 2:40:09 PM UTC-8, Aaron Kim wrote:    
   > > > Jimmy Swaggart is the famous televangelist and preacher and musician who   
   has his own ministry and his own televisIon network. Everyone remembers him 35   
   years ago tearfully apologizing on TV after a prostitution scandal. He has sex   
   with loves all    
   the time is what he thought. He was grinning to himself thinking how "I was   
   commanded to look contrite and cry and look stupid and make those nigger   
   lovers who like me because I'm emotionally competent not some fucking   
   simpleton like them feel good or    
   some bullshit."    
   > > >    
   > > > "Jimmy is a musician not some singer" is what he thought of himself. He   
   "likes the thought of preaching to these nigger lovers who I hate so much for   
   blabbering about Jesus is their Lord and Savior and then they say it's just   
   bullshit and then they    
   get this fucking warm obsequious feeling with me and call me Jimmy in a   
   friendly way and then they call me fraud and made up to themselves. I hate to   
   say this but I don't care how much paper they donate to my ministry. I don't   
   care about some paper by    
   those shitheads who think I owe them something. I don't care about my life. I   
   was commanded to get involved in preaching when I was growing up. I don't care   
   any more. I'm too old to care. I'm 88 and I just rape little boys in the ass   
   and in the mouth. I    
   just don't care about doin g anything but having sex with loves. I'm just   
   angry that I'm a shithead. I just use preaching to have sex. I know what I   
   like doing. I like thinking of myself as a God to everyone in my congregation.   
   I just want to manipulate    
   people and have sex with other men's wives. Who cares about being righteous.   
   I'm a shithead. I just have sex all the time."    
   > > >    
   > > > Jimmy thinks how he's emotionally competent and not a Christian like   
   those hillbillies. He thinks how he thought when he was a kid that he should   
   be a Mormon. He thought you needed authority to preach. He thought how   
   humbling it is to be a Mormon.    
   He thought those salt of the earth white Mormons from the 19th century were   
   just shitheads filled with energy and he didn't really care about being a   
   Mormon. He got revelation to be a Christian minister and just blabber about   
   Jesus and he got revelation "   
   the real Lord is that weirdo." He thought "the Lord told me that I should   
   never say anything but I should know that little Chinese kid who can't think   
   like the Lord and destroyed his mind is the reason why you don't have to   
   suffer the same thing once you'   
   ve died and gone to my spirit my world in order to be humble. I know I need to   
   be humble Lord and since I'm humbled by his suffering I don't need to suffer   
   myself in order to be humble by turning into a weirdo whose mind would rot. I   
   know Christmas is in    
   honor of him suffering for everyone.    
   > > >    
   > > > " I had a good spirit once but I just wanted to pick on that idiot. I've   
   wanted to shoot him in the nose my whole life.I think I feel sorry for that   
   idiot but that's all I can say and now I want to pick on that idiot. I don't   
   care. I thought if he    
   had the same intelligence but suddenly looked like a white man I'd pray for   
   him and shoot him in the head. I'm just angry that I'm not a reasonable   
   shithead. I'm a humble Down Syndrome Patient in spirit.I think when I see   
   someone I judge him. I'm a    
   regular shithead who gets monkey from being rude to that idiot and I just get   
   humbled when I deal with people. I saw this hillbilly at church who I thought   
   was normal but his spirit seemed weird to me. I thought why is he weird. What   
   is his problem. Is    
   he crazy or is it just me? I got revelation he was thinking of Jesus and   
   having sex or something. I thought he looked too weird. I attacked him   
   viciously."    
   > > >    
   > > > Jimmy thinks "how nice it is to be intelligent. I just think how much   
   that weird idiot suffered to make me appreciate being able to think. I just   
   think Jesus is just bullshit and that idiot is probably the real Lord. I'm   
   just being a reasonable    
   shithead or something. I had that guy for being so weird that I just want to   
   pick on him so much. I hate people when they flatter me and then they mock me   
   by calling me fraud and that's when I shithead them by shooting them in the   
   nose.    
   > > >    
   > > > " I have a son whose name is Donnie Swaggart. He's a real hillbilly. His   
   mother, Frances,is almost a thoughtful Christian. She's what you call a normal   
   hillbilly. I'm like a thoughtful Christian who's tough and I don't get angry   
   and horny. His    
   mother gets a little angry and horny. I'm a middle of the road guy. I'm pretty   
   handsome. Donnie is a real Christian. I hate that nigger lover so much. He's   
   an evangelist too and he has his own ministry and he wasn't commanded to get   
   into that profession.    
   He's such a nigger lover that I just manipulate that simpleton. He keeps   
   saying let's preach about Jesus. I thought shut up nigger lover. The Lord told   
   me I shouldn't be too rude because that guy is just being himself. The Lord   
   said I'm just a fraud and    
   my real spirit is to be an obsequious character. but I'm just filled with   
   energy. The Lord said I should be one of those Down Syndrome Patients with an   
   ugly face.    
   > > >    
   > > > Donnie thinks "I'm a nigger lover. I hate it when some nigger isn't a   
   good nigger. I hate it when they don't act like a good hobbitt. I don't like   
   it when they act assertively. I was talking to some nigger at church and I   
   thought he had the right    
   spirit. He seemed like a friendly nigger but he spoke to me in a way that made   
   me explode. He said something like " what do you mean" in a normal way. It   
   wasn't in a friendly hobbit way. I hate dealing with other hillbillies. I   
   wanted this hillbilly to    
   be a good hobbit and he knew I was a nigger lover. He spoke in a friendly way.   
   I thought he had the right spirit. He spoke in a normal way all of the sudden.   
   It made me explode. It humbles me for me not to expect some hillbilly to talk   
   in a good natured    
   friendly way. It annoys me when they speak too assertively."    
   > > >    
      
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