From: mhristodor714@gmail.com   
      
   On Saturday, December 23, 2023 at 2:43:54 PM UTC-8, Mihaela wrote:   
   > On Saturday, December 23, 2023 at 2:09:23 PM UTC-8, Mihaela wrote:    
   > > On Friday, December 22, 2023 at 9:24:53 PM UTC-8, Mihaela wrote:    
   > > > On Friday, December 22, 2023 at 9:17:04 PM UTC-8, Mihaela wrote:    
   > > > > On Friday, December 22, 2023 at 4:20:14 PM UTC-8, Michael wrote:    
   > > > > > On Saturday, December 23, 2023 at 12:18:47 AM UTC, Michael wrote:    
   > > > > > > On Friday, December 22, 2023 at 11:54:42 PM UTC, Mihaela wrote:    
   > > > > > > > She said my visa is expired !!    
   > > > > > > Your credit card problems are your own    
   > > > > > >    
   > > > > >    
   > > > > > > --    
   > > > > > > old smokey is still around.    
   > > > > You burned me , with no mercy ! Darn it !    
   > > > > After you made me ashes ?    
   > > > > You said : "SEE YOU NEVER, WITCH!"    
   > > > >    
   > > > > Here I am saying : " You'll never get rid of me ! Hahaha! " ( witchy   
   laugh")    
   > > > Will hunt you forever and ever !    
   > > > Lmao!    
   > > > Not true actually !    
   > > > You again , hunt me !!!    
   > > > Am Bambi, running in the woods , tired ... with you the mean hunter   
   running after me ,    
   > > > I can't run anymore , am tired , am getting old ...I stopped running ...    
   > > >    
   > > > The hunter ?    
   > > > Tells himself : " You are tired my little Bambi ! This is my moment ! "    
   > > > And the cruel hunter , grabs his riffle , aims my way and you hear :   
   Boooooom!    
   > > >    
   > > > Omg ! Poor little Bambi !    
   > > >    
   > > > Hurt ?    
   > > > She cries :    
   > > >    
   > > > The hunter shoot himself in the foot !!!!    
   > > >    
   > > > What a pity!    
   > > ------------    
   > >    
   > >    
   > > Michael,    
   > > As you see , I am acting very loving lately and I will always maintain   
   that loving attitude , ok?    
   > > Unless, you challenge me and will have to defend myself all over again.    
   > > Why am saying that?    
   > > Because while you watch this short video?    
   > > I want you to keep in mind this:    
   > > Am not posting this to hurt you, I just can’t take away from me , the   
   advertised size of “MY BALLSâ€� !    
   > > Hope you understand that …    
   > >    
   > >    
   > > https://youtube.com/shorts/Ki4vtJFYiKo?si=SAvq7Ztw4Qxk-yyM    
   > >    
   > >    
   > > No Michael, WRONG !!!    
   > > WHAT I SAID ABOVE ?    
   > > IS NORMAL PEOPLE THINKING …. IS WHAT MOST PEOPLE ( unfortunately) WOULD   
   DO IT FOR !    
   > > A “ crazyâ€� mind like mine ?    
   > > Does so, for a way deeper reason then that !    
   > > Let me explain :    
   > > Am well aware of the fact that this reading, will touch a sensitive cord   
   within you!    
   > > You are an Aries ( ruled by Mars – the warrior) moon ( feelings),   
   meaning you are very competitive.    
   > > Which is great! I am competitive myself. I love HEALTHY competition!    
   > > Ex of healthy competition : Setting new sales records, being the best in   
   my team! I love that.    
   > > Ex. Of unhealthy competition: Winning at all costs.    
   > >    
   > > I do it for the first one : healthy competition !    
   > > Let me further explain :    
   > > DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE KILL YOURSELF !!!!!    
   > > FIGHT ME ! WIN !    
   > > PROOF YOU GOT BIGGER BALLLS THEN MINE !!!!    
   > > DON’ T YOU DARE RUN AWAY !!!!    
   > > YOU GOTTA WIN AT ALL COSTS , THIS TIME !!!!!!!    
   > > AS YOU WILL FIGHT THE DEVIL WHILE THERE !!!    
   > > REMEMBER THAT !!!    
   > > EVERY TIME YOU WILL HEAR THAT FAKE “LITLE VOICE “TELLING YOU : “   
   KILL YOURSELF “ , “ YOU ARE A LOSER “, “ YOUR LIFE IS OVER “ , “   
   YOU HAVE NO FUTURE “, “ NOBODY CARES “, “ NOBODY LOVES YOUâ€� ?    
   > >    
   > > I WANT YOU TO BE AWARE, IS THE DEVIL!!!!    
   > > HE DID THAT TO ALL PEOPLE THAT COMMITED SUICIDE IN JAILS!!!OK? GRABBING   
   THEIR SOULS !!!    
   > > THOSE PEOPLE ?    
   > > GAVE UP “SCHOOLâ€�! THEY REFUSED TO LEARN THE LESSON, AND    
   €œGRAUDATEâ€�, SO THEY CAN MOVE HIGHER UP, TO NEXT LEVEL!    
   > > WHAT THEY ALL FORGOT, IS ONE VERY SIGNIFICANT ASPECT OF REACHING THE   
   BOTTOM :    
   > > FROM DOWN THERE ? WHERE THEY FOUND THEMSELVES?    
   > > THERE IS NO OTHER PLACE TO GO, BUT UP!!!!!    
   > > IN THIS WORLD!!!    
   > > BY COMMITING SUICIDE ?    
   > > THE DEVIL ?    
   > > PULLS YOU UNDER !!!!!    
   > > LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY!!!!    
   > > IS VERY IMPORTANT TO REMEMBER THAT ONLY BY STAYING HERE , IN THIS WORLD ?    
   > > YOU GO UP! SURELY !!!!    
   > > When you hit rock bottom ? YOU SURELY GO UP FROM THERE ! SIMPLY BECAUSE   
   THERE IS NO OTHER PLACE LOWER THEN THAT !!!! UNLESS YOU COMMIT SUICIDE !    
   > > UNLESS YOU CHOOSE HELL! UNLESS YOU CHOOSE SATAN AND GIVE UP ON GOD !    
   > >    
   > > SATAN ?    
   > > CAME TO ME TOO !    
   > > HE SPARES NOBODY THAT GOES THERE ! TRUST ME!    
   > > THERE WAS A TIME , WHEN I WAS TELLING MYSELF :    
   > > I FUCKED UP SOMEWHERE , SOMEHOW !    
   > > BLAMING MYSELF AS I ALWAYS DO !    
   > > FURTHER TELLING MYSELF : I QUIT ! I QUIT THAT RACE ! I WANT TO START ANEW   
   ! ALL OVER AGAIN ! I WANT TO GO ! I LOST ! I DON’T WANT TO BE HERE !!!!!    
   > > I WANT TO GO AND START ALL OVER AGAIN FROM THE BEGINNING ! A NEW ME !    
   > > AND THIS IS THE MOMENT WHEN GOD WOULD COME TO MY MIND, TEELING ME :   
   > > “ CHILD , YOU ARE NOT ALONE! DON’T YOU KNOW I’M THERE , LOVING YOU?   
   DON’T YOU KNOW, I WILL NEVER FORSAKE YOU, I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU?â€�   
   > > AND OH, MICHAEL!    
   > > HOW ASHAMED I WAS TO REALIZE I FORGOT ALL ABOUT GOD !    
   > > OF COURSE I’M LOVED ! OF COURSE AM NOT ALONE !    
   > > REALIZING : THIS WAS F SATAN , MAN !!!!    
   > > HE WILL SURELY VISIT YOU TOO! HE LOVES TO GO TO JAIL ! IS HIS FAVORITE   
   SPOT TO COLLECT LOST SOULS !!!!!!!!    
   > > TELL HIM WHAT I ALWAYS TELL HIM WHEN HE DARES APPROACH ME : “ STFU AND   
   GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE ! I BELONG TO JESSUS CHRIST ! GTFO!!!!â€�    
   > >    
   > > OK?    
   > > And I mean every word I say , saying it from my heart!    
   > > When you say that ? Doesn’t have to be loud, so you don’t appear crazy   
   , to others ? Say it in your own mind : is just as powerful !!! He MUST LEAVE   
   !!!!!!!    
   > >    
   > > WE ? ALL OF US , HUMANS ?    
   > > ARE VERY POWERFUL ! GOD GAVE US STRENGHT!    
   > > WE DON’T USE IT !    
   > > MANY OF US ? DON’T BELIEVE IN OURSELVES !    
   > > I ALWAYS DID BELIVED IN MYSELF!    
   > >    
   > > And btw, talking about dreams ,    
   > > When a little girl , I was pointing on the map all those little islands   
   around USA , saying : I want to be there , where summer lasts forever !   
   Telling myself : one day ? I will!    
   > > And there I was, working for cruise lines , and here I am !    
   > > I also dreamed to feed the kids in Africa , and you wait and see !!!!    
   > > All my dreams will come through!    
   > > I always set goals bigger then myself ! And one by one ? They will all   
   come true !    
   > > Dream ! Dare dream !    
      
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