From: mhristodor714@gmail.com   
      
   On Saturday, January 20, 2024 at 5:05:40 PM UTC-8, Michael wrote:   
   > On Saturday, January 20, 2024 at 5:59:24 PM UTC-7, Mihaela wrote:    
   >    
   >    
   > > How are you Michael?    
   >    
   > I already knew you didn't comprehend sarcasm, it is one of many of your   
   mental ailments.   
      
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   Re:" I already knew you didn't comprehend sarcasm, it is one of many of your   
   mental ailments"..   
      
   I try to understand what motivates you when deliver such statements?    
   What do you gain?    
   Where are you with regard to feelings towards me, in order for you to be   
   capable to tell me such horrible things ?    
   For no apparent reason ! At least to me !    
      
   And the clear  and unpleasant answer to those questions ?    
   Leaves me no other choice then accept the truth :    
   I AM DELUSIONAL!    
   YOU ARE NOT, AND YOU WILL NEVER BE THE MAN FOR ME !    
   THOSE ARE THE WORDS OF A MAN WHO HATES ME , NOT LOVE ME !    
      
   AND A DEEP SADNESS HIT ME WITH THAT REALIZATION....   
   IS HARD TO EXPRESS WHAT I FELT ....SOMETHING DEEP WITHIN ME GOT BROKEN ....   
   AND I FELT OVERWHELMED BY THE REALIZATION THAT MY DESIRE TO CONTINUE TO HOPE ,   
   AND CONTINUE  TO BE DELUSIONAL ,    
   ENDS RIGHT THEN AND THERE , IN THAT VERY MOMENT....   
   YOU KNOW THAT FEELING OF RENUNCIATION AND DEEP AWARENESS YOU HAVE WHEN YOU   
   SIMPLY KNOW IS OVER AND THERE IS NO COMEBACK , NO MATTER WHAT, AND THE SADNESS   
   YOU FEEL AS YES, YOU HAVE TO QUIT A DREAM .... CONCLUDING:    
   IS ALL ILLUSION?    
      
   IS PAINFUL !!!    
      
   BUT HEY , IS A REPEAT ....   
   THIS TOO ?    
   AGAIN ?    
   SHALL PASS ...   
      
   AND I SOLEMNLY SWEAR TODAY :    
      
   NEVER AGAIN !    
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)