XPost: alt.religion.christian   
   From: mt.olympus@theesaly.gr   
      
   On Sun, 26 Oct 2008 02:00:31 +0000, Steady Eddie wrote:   
      
   > Please cross-post everywhere:   
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   >   
   > 	Hello my name/handle is Ed Getch/Steady Eddie and I live in Palo   
   > Alto California. After being fired from my middle management position at   
   > Lockheed/Martin for using my computer for bad things and poor work   
   > performance I now work for Brad Lozares as a golf marshall picking up   
   > paper cups & hot dog wrappers at the Palo Alto Municiple golf course on   
   > Embarcadero Rd. in Palo Alto. You can reach me at 1-650-856-0881 if   
   > you'd like.   
   >   
   >         I must finally confess and come out of the closet.  It has been   
   >         a   
   > very hard discision on my part to finally do this but the heavy mental   
   > load of constant threat of exposure to my family and friends I feel it   
   > must stop and I come clean for once.  I am a homosexual man and I have   
   > lived a lie my entire life, I enjoy young men and young boys and I   
   > really like to submit to there demands. It makes me feel so loved and   
   > wanted and fills the void I have in my life.  I have tried drugs to fill   
   > the gap but nothing works except the love of very young men which I so   
   > much enjoy. But as of late I have found what I think is true love and   
   > that would be with:   
   >   
   > Ben Dale Leaman   
   > dbcooper3390@yahoo.com   
   > jose222@ziplip.com (phoney address but uses it in posting) 309 West   
   > Lemon Street   
   > Lancaster, Pa.17603-2917   
   > 1-717-295-9727   
   >   
   > 	We have been lovers off and on for several years when we could   
   > get away and be together and it is the best feeling in my life and I   
   > must admit to myself and everyone my love for this man. I am a retired   
   > person living on my social security and my lover Ben has been most kind   
   > and loving to me by helping me with all my emotional problems that I   
   > have.   
   >   
   >         He must I am sorry to admit sell drugs on the Internet to help   
   > support the both of us but we are not the one bit ashamed about it.  But   
   > the one thing i am sad about is the dealings Ben does in that I mean he   
   > sometimes cuts his drugs with "foreign" substances what they are I have   
   > no idea some have even stated rather hatefully that they contained toxic   
   > substances.  But I think the problem is that Ben buys his drugs from   
   > South America and Serbia which both countries have hard feeling toward   
   > Americans, so it might be right that they contain foreign substances.   
   >   
   >         I have seen Ben on many occassions "shoot" his drugs in his arm   
   > and he would be most horribly sick I would think sometimes he was going   
   > to die, heaven forbid should he die I would be lost.  My only true love   
   > in this world gone from my loving arms sickens me to the core.  Also I   
   > am scared of the "seedy" people he associates with in that I mean the   
   > South and Central Americans and the Arabs, some I think just might have   
   > connection to terrorist.  He has on occasions left me alone to go   
   > pick-up strangers in the middle of the night and give them a place to   
   > sleep for a day and then give them money and clothes and papers for some   
   > reason and then tell them "Allah is Great" as they leave the house.   
   >   
   >         Lately he has been making something out of some kind of bean he   
   > calls Castor Beans to make something I don't know what it is for some   
   > reason?   
   >   
   >         I don't know what to make of all these things and I am so afraid   
   > of saying anything to anyone for fear of it getting back to Ben and he   
   > starts to beat me more than he usually do.  The spankings are so very   
   > erotic and sexual and I truly enjoy them to the fullest, but he has a   
   > deep-seated hate and sometimes it reaches the surface and when that   
   > happens I'm so afraid and excited at the same time, but he hurts me at   
   > times. I know he doesn't mean it but there are times I'm really afraid   
   > but he always tells me he is sorry and it will never happen again.   
   >   
   >         Please help to find the strenght to find the right decision and   
   > help Ben out of his circustance so we both can have a loving family we   
   > so desperatly deserve and want.   
      
      
   You have done the right thing my little homosexual.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)