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   From: dalton@nfld.com   
      
   As readers on here probably know, over the past 28   
   years I have been doing a Sisyphean series of   
   attempts to magickally instigate a global new age.   
      
   In such attempts Goddess, who I define as the ruler   
   of the region all/everything, is the chair/moderator   
   and my most important collaborator.   
      
   In each attempt I generally get a series of Yes-es   
   but then after maybe one to three days, a big No.   
      
   I don’t have voices, but get my answers from Goddess   
   by perineum click (short period mula bandha)   
   divination, so I range through possible answers in   
   my mind and get a (silent) click after the supposedly   
   correct one.   
      
   But it has reached the point where I no longer believe   
   any answer I get from Goddess, though I have still   
   been going through the motions, and soon I will have   
   to go further and say I don’t believe in Goddess,   
   and perhaps seek an alternate chair/moderator, or   
   just do what I can on my own.   
      
   --   
   David Dalton dalton@nfld.com https://www.nfld.com/~dalton (home page)   
   https://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page)   
   “Mary walks down to the water’s edge and there she hangs Her head to   
   find herself faded a shadow of what she once was" (Sarah McLachlan)   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)