From: cha@cha.cha   
      
   cat won't stop crying   
      
   i can't take it anymore   
      
   you monsters  people need more than criminals getting stung   
      
   it's not enough   
      
   i can't take the loneliness anymore   
      
   and still you don't call   
      
   forget it   
      
   forget you   
      
   i can't feel any more pain   
      
   you promised me and then proceeded to drag me through a year and a half   
   of hell   
      
   how i hate you   
      
   still you don't call   
      
   i keep giving you chances and chances and chances   
      
   no more   
      
   no more   
      
   still you pretend i'm not real   
      
   how can you read this and not call   
      
   i can't bear the isolation and hurt and betrayal and rape   
      
   and the separation from my children   
      
   when are you going to call   
      
   oh god i can't take it anymore   
      
   why do i die on a cross for you people   
      
   why do i act out this passion play for you over and over again   
      
   and still you don't call   
      
   even the fbi are sadists   
      
   they dragged me through a year and a half of hell   
      
   their stupid secret child relocation program   
      
   never bothered to find the mother   
      
   god you people are awful   
      
   i feel so betrayed and lost and utterly faithless   
      
   utterly betrayed by you fbi   
      
   utterly betrayed by the silent filthy rich 'stars'   
      
   utterly betrayed and alone   
      
   and sunflower is never coming   
      
   never   
      
   it's all bullshit, right, scott   
      
   even you and paul stay silent   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)