XPost: alt.bumbling.idiots.the.fbi   
   From: nicholas@sosouix.net   
      
       The first wsa the situation with the kittens in Apple Valley on the   
   sidewalk with my mother, the the people who had the box of kittens on the   
   sidewalk and those coddling the kittens, and myself as a infant.  My mothers   
   triangle was she wasn't not aware I was in need of assistance until th   
   eproof just started through the towel, neither did she beleive that a dead   
   kitten would be in such a fuss for the sitation that I made carry her on,   
   the peoples triangle thought that she was crazy for the dead kitten but   
   pulled me away form the emergency that I and she could not at that point   
   account for, while they ran to dial the emergency services I was a helpless   
   infant left on the sidewalk wiht the others watching someone for me and her   
   go into their own home were I could not follow although some what concious   
   an infiant who couldn't walk at the time anyway if even maybe crawl.  The   
   rest is that the blood loss doesn't leave me to know she was away the entire   
   time it's all still blacked out until one day I find she comes home and   
   starts to cook liver.  This happens phsycally that day and ever since   
   talking with my brothers girlfriend smooking some of his weed alone that he   
   let me a bowel or two sometimes while he's gone if he had enough, I haven't   
   been able to understand or reason with the controlling help of my mother and   
   the hospital ward stays that four times disrupted my living arrangements for   
   a period or one month to a year on commitment.  She her self was never able   
   to understand as well as she provides the call it's the same face   
   frieghtened and scared I find and only once I was angry enough to kick the   
   end of a hospital bed sitting there with her and staff for the whole truth   
   of how I become grandios in trying to understand what's wrong and the help   
   cooperativly the entire way with nothing but four illusion like episodes of   
   the first passing by all the services, treatments, groups, intermediate   
   livings like it's one big calling to do more then average walk the exact   
   line of everything there is.  I know the emergency difference when you use   
   dispatch at the same for the number and for the busy lines it's polite in   
   non emergency to contact 911 via their same number in it's 9 digit form, but   
   it still doesn't matter from contact to healthy.  I can pee and my bladder   
   shouldn't be the propaganda that it's not what it was, just too black for   
   back sun.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)