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   Meditative state is the patience of Budd   
   30 Dec 18 17:02:47   
   
   I suppose the subject means that only man practices in meditation and that of   
   the Earth, doesn’t, as if it is the God of meditation.  A rock is solid, it   
   doesn’t need to train.  A man maybe harden of muscle, it must train.  Some   
   are naturally more    
   adept then another, in all categories or areas of life, but exception is   
   Buddha, an omnipresent.  Actual religious practice exhibits this is why thus I   
   place it patience of monks as the dominate factor of a deity existence in   
   meditation.  Prayer I don’   
   t much consider it similar, more of a conscious notion of overall in time,   
   interaction is with another, thus daily I suppose to be heard is to be caught   
   and to be caught is to known.  I suppose in my own life that which comes first   
   form others is then    
   not prayer worthy is something I needed to learn, for what is taken advantage   
   of my concerns that it’s needing of prayer.  There is of course observation   
   of mass verses the pin, and the pound that is the pressure becomes extrovert   
   eventually or    
   introvert and vice versa sort of topic.  However this is about sleep and the   
   ligament health of the human body with the mantle sealed, introverted, and the   
   ladder opposite is quite possibly smoking a time presence push, in other words   
   slow burn lives    
   lift, like a cheese or wine is in age, effectively gaining life in lives   
   longer under spoiled, a cigarette type of burn eliminates after matter of   
   humans quite possibly.  Or in ocular embodied loss of life, such as a   
   connection to another in physical    
   posture, just as a pardon.   
      
   Before the age of 21, and discovery of artificial energy with street   
   methamphetamine, I believe only two nights in all of the 21 years of my life   
   were skipped for staying up in tried or unable and lye awake.   21 x 365 then   
   occurs and not a single need    
   met managed with sleep for health first in order of operations.  It has lead   
   to my hate for prescriptions having the need but determinate upon first   
   response of my having any form that there was assured I may not by all means   
   accounted and recorded   So    
   resort to has been since age 21 and frequency is as rocky as learn the hard   
   way to health in where at first marijuana as a gateway thug was hard to sneak   
   what is introduced in home by the children and find needed it try me myself   
   and I for first hearing    
   is the proprietor introduces.  Lack of energy is a similar presence, I will   
   assume, to what a charge can feel like in light non-relief, or burden of   
   conscious to ones physiology manifest in define stress on catch up to ones own   
   self.  Thus I think I know    
   the reason it was hard pressured with abuse to scribe it in me as a stolen   
   stowaway by his parents himself, and used as a goat for community criminal   
   breathe at be cost of health substantial and unable to known felt a level   
   physical median to hear it    
   selfishly granted.  Brutally murdered as a child plenty and invisible to seen   
   by about right of remember is missed signs of signals are hiding and getting   
   further form knew individuals around me whom I didn’t know notice is grown   
   away form by likes and    
   dislikes, and tied to natural root sold be free.   
      
   Niggers before faggots.    
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)   

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