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|    mike to Mike Dubbeld    |
|    Re: NDE have you changed?    |
|    16 Aug 03 01:49:50    |
      From: azmodiuss@yahoo.com              Changed yes... but only in the way I see things.       I no longer see the superficial as being important. I see the connectedness       of body-mind-spirit not just in myself but in all around me (people,       animals, and inanimate objects). I have learned to see events in the future       (Sorry no lotto numbers yet/the money has no spirit)       I have learned to be far more tolerant of "pain-in-the-ass" people who are       simply taking their bad childhood out on everyone else and I can see their       past hanging on like some demonic monkey on their back. They are not easy to       help... even with the much increased patience I have developed... maybe I'm       not supposed to help... just understand.       I have sought and found disciplines which have helped me build tools to       understand people... and my mind has become a wonderful workshop of the       divine. As difficult as it is to reconcile the Physical world with the       Spiritual, the mind must be sharpened to a Paradoxical razor. I will       eventually know myself... I have more faith than ever before... but not in       any recognized focus of worship or group image of power. I have faith in       myself.                     "Mike Dubbeld" |
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