XPost: sci.psychology.psychotherapy, alt.consciousness, talk.origins   
   From: alanb@sonic.net   
      
   in article caqt1l$550$1@chessie.cirr.com, Paul Allen Panks at   
   panks@sdf.lonestar.org wrote on 6/16/04 6:43 PM:   
      
   > Are my experiences real, or am I hallucinating yet again?   
   >   
   > Sincerely,   
   >   
   > Paul Allen Panks   
   > dunric@yahoo.com   
   > from Phoenix   
      
   it really dont matter paul ... its all a projection dispite there being   
   something there that gently bends itself to fit what is inside of you   
   anyway.   
      
   if you have fear inside or someother negative emotion that comes from that   
   mindset ...then that is what is manifested by what is in front of you 24   
   hours a day in that circle of light you call your place of vision(s).   
      
   sometimes that circle of light is blue on black.   
      
   sometimes a dream, a vision, a near death trip, being on the otherside   
   eventually and living la vida loca.   
      
   anyhow paul ... keep putting love inside into where the fear is ... see how   
   things improve that a way ... as compared to the alternative and the fact   
   you have to carry around something inside of you anyway.   
      
   since u r u.   
      
   sumbuddie who cares   
      
   :)   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)