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|    Sesquipedalian to DanGunn    |
|    Re: NDE and my beliefs in God    |
|    18 Sep 04 19:13:02    |
      XPost: alt.religion.christian.20-something, alt.agnosticism       From: sesquipedalian@isp.com              DanGunn wrote:              >This is a letter I sent to my church's newsletter, which was promptly       >returned to me with a rejection. I hope the internet community will be       >less judgemental.       >       >       >I had a near death experience involving a huge car accident that I was       >at fault for because I drove the wrong way on the highway. The 4       >people in the other car died, but they were all very elderly and       >probably going to die very soon anyways. I guess I was relieved that a       >young child or a newlywed couple weren't the victims instead. The       >experience itself was amazing because I was thrown from the driver's       >seat and out the opened window, so as I was flying over the ground I       >watched my life go by like I was flying past a great long comic strip.       >There was a white light and an Indian was standing there infront of       >the light and telling me to follow him. Then it got really strange and       >we were in a casino!! So I played some craps and rolled a lucky 11,       >and boom there I was in the grass at the side of the highway with all       >these lights in my face and people around. At that moment I realized       >that everything comes down to pure luck, life is just a dice roll and       >everything is PURE CHANCE. Years of believing in God and Jesus and the       >Ouiju board were just washed down the drain in this moment, which I       >have to say was the best moment of my life.       >       >I served a 2 year stint for manslaughter and now I'm out again ready       >to start my Godless life (which actually started in jail). It's like a       >great weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I've started to go out       >with girls, and we are doing things together I could never of even       >imagined, let alone learn about, during bible study sessions or church       >camps. I always had SOME fun at church camps but not this much fun let       >me tell you. I no longer use the ISP suggested by the church and have       >discovered that they were blocking half the internet sites out there       >and about 80% of the fun. I quit my job at the insurance company and       >now just do odd jobs when I need money, and spend the rest of the time       >at the library reading. Some of my favorite authors are the Marquis de       >Sade, CS Lewis, and Douglas Adams. The way I see it the less work I do       >the better off I am because you are just going to die anyways, and       >that it could happen at anytime: at the drug store during a robbery or       >crusing down the highway on the way to Bingo at the Vetran's Hall.       >       >Life isn't pointless but there isn't a "Great" point to it. We have       >invented our Gods to imagine that our lives are great and important,       >but really they aren't, it's just a shot of the dice towards the end       >of the table. Religion is the arrogance of mankind. Just think about       >it the next time you are bored at church, because not everyone will       >have a near death experience to show them the light, and that is why I       >thought I would share this.       >       >Dan "Snake Eyes" Gunn       >       >       and they rejected it?! lol              my experience was a bit different but i see the value yours had on you.       seize the day              --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05        * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)    |
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