XPost: rec.sport.football.college, alt.law-enforcement, talk.origins
From: ssake@goldthread.com
Wow. Not a single person validated Paul. The responses were about 50-50
between people who dismissed him aggressively, and people who dismissed him
in a caring way as mentally ill.
Paul, believe in yourself. The main problem you have is not believing in
yourself. If you believed in yourself, you wouldn't get taken in by
predatory women (and there are no shortage of them), and you also wouldn't
be opening yourself up to people who don't understand you. You would also
not be getting labeled (if you have been labeled) or being put on meds. To
the contrary, you would find better women who have a conscience, and you
would find people who understand and validate your experience. If you are
off-balance mentally, you would find a way to regain your balance without
joining this crowd of people who are normal by society's standards and thus
are limited to the two options of either being aggressive or patronizing.
Steve S.
"Paul Allen Panks" wrote in message
news:f26111c2.0410182108.8ffa6a7@posting.google.com...
> I have come to the conclusion that "Girl B" will
> never apologize to me for her disrespectful behavior
> (circa 2000 to 2003). She is inherently dishonest,
> completely untrue and a compulsive liar. For
> almost two years since we broke up, "Girl B" has
> never once apologized to me for her behavior. I find
> this not only disturbing, but appalling.
>
> My maternal grandmother, Ann Williams, passed away
> over two years ago. She recently appeared to me in a
> dream state. She revealed to me two things: First,
> that "Girl B" did in fact cheat on me when we were
> engaged (2000-2003) and, secondly, that she purposely
> hid this from me for fear of the engagement being
> shortened or stopped altogether.
>
> My grandmother stood on the porch of a Victorian
> house, alongside my grandfather, James. They looked
> well and much younger than when they originally
> passed. I recall asking my grandmother how
> I could begin the processes of healing and reach
> closure on the past (to look forward towards a
> brighter future).
>
> Ann said,(quote),"You can only move forward once "Girl B"
> apologizes. Only then will you reach closure on your
> pain." (end quote)
>
> A scene suddenly appeared beside Ann, showing two
> specific instances in which "Girl B" sexually cheated on
> me. Both instances were with a Brian Raine (a friend of her
> brother). Both occurred near the holiday season, at "King C"'s
> house, and she knowingly hid this from me in order to remove
> guilt from her conscience (of which she has _NONE_).
>
> I asked Ann why "Girl B" would not only do this, in spite
> of my repeated conversations with her concerning my intolerance of
> infidelity (a major reason why my father and I do not get along
> today), but this she ignored out of guilt and confusion in
> the relationship.
>
> Then the scene faded, replaced by only Ann. She bid me
> farewell, and asked that I be well for her. I then awoke,
> shivering from a cold draft ,out of nowhere.
>
> I would appreciate an apology from "Girl B", not
> only for what Ann has revealed to me, but for the two plus
> years "Girl B" intentionally used me and treated
> me like garbage (under the false pretense of being "an
> engaged couple"). "King C" made a feeble attempt at apology
> a few weeks ago, but I recall informing Cliff that
> only an apology from "Girl B" would suffice. I still
> agree with my sentiments on that matter.
>
> The NAU Police, Scottsdale Police, Phoenix Police, Tempe
> Police and FBI have note of this email (in a more detailed
> formated, and without the aliases interspersed throughout
> this text).
>
> Paul
>
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* Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)
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