From: eino.ahonen1@pp.inet.fi   
      
   Contradictions with the reality   
      
   An abduction experience is a jump from the known to the unknown. The   
   impossible becomes possible. One is naked in front of the space aliens. A   
   subject to examination and testing.   
      
   The mind refuses to believe the happened. One strifes to fit in with the   
   experience without success. After the experience one feels ashamed and   
   depresssed. Accusations and self-hate can emerge. Rational mind tries to   
   find explonations and reason. With no success.   
      
   We are taught that a mentally sick person has this kind of experiences.   
   Psycosis-type of mental disorder. The mass media ridicules the subject.   
   Makes it look funny or crazy. But it`s all but that to the victim.   
      
   Nobody may believe you. Many times even the closest persons start thinking   
   is something the matter with our son, or daughter, or spouse.   
      
   I been a skeptic all my life. An active skeptic. I even joined the local   
   skeptic society an an young medical student. Living thorough this experience   
   made me realize, that the reality we live in, is a matrix. A made concept of   
   reality.   
      
   Almost all the people of the planet do not know that the phenomenon is real.   
   And the forces behind it are all human. Only the top of the pyramid knows   
   the truth. Today they call themselves as the Illuminati.   
      
   And it is that we are being governed with the technology of mind control.   
   Always have been. Ancient civilisations knew this. They had esoteric wisdom   
   and knowledge of the true nature of things.   
      
   When watching the world politics makes me think that hell is around us. And   
   there is no hope of heaven or future without war, poverty, hunger and   
   dis-equality. Many people are made to wait and accept the third world war.   
   Or rapture. Or whatnot nonsense.   
      
   I have had the privilege to have reliable contacts inside the military and   
   the police who have confirmed me the state of things. Two ESA astronauts and   
   a director or ESA told me personally November 3 Th. 2001 about the space   
   aliens. It happened before the abduction.This too has helped me too with the   
   experience.   
      
   In modern science there are results which confirm the possibility of   
   telepathy and teleportation. I have found hundreds of surveys of this sort.   
   The achievements of military technology are kept deep secret.   
      
   No FOIA request will release them to the public. To accept the existence of   
   the space aliens without personal experience is a impossibility. Pure reason   
   fights against the idea. I understand the skeptics deeply on that respect.   
      
   All the best, Usko Ahonen   
      
   http://uskoahonen.blogspot.com/   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)