XPost: alt.drugs.hard, alt.drugs.psychedelics, alt.slack   
   XPost: alt.society.neutopia, alt.webtrance, alt.religion.shamanism   
   From: ___schwann___@@%webtrance.co.za   
      
   In article <7ddff2599lca684ms98no1f7l0q095aokt@4ax.com>, Ermac77@abc.com   
   says...   
   > On Thu, 31 Aug 2006 22:55:41 +0200, _Schwann_   
   > <___schwann___@@%webtrance.co.za> wrote:   
   >   
   > >   
   > >sorry to hear you're so low but speed is only useful for combat, or for   
   > >long distance driving missions...and the best thing now for you to do is   
   > >to remember how shiite you feel so you'll remember my instructions in   
   > >the future and will therefore not return to the narrow dark place you   
   > >now find yourself in...hope this helps...oh, get some sleeping pills and   
   > >give yourself a few days off. Two days of power resting should partially   
   > >restore your burnt-out synapses...another week or two and you should be   
   > >recovered...   
   >   
   > It's also useful for feeling really good.  So, it's very tough to   
   > stop.  You need an iron constitution to have moderation with this kind   
   > of drug.  This is a HIGHLY euphoric drug with a penchant for causing   
   > extreme psychological dependence.  In my experience, almost as   
   > difficult to stop as a physically addictive drug, because the euphoria   
   > is that good.   
      
      
   using speed to feel good? yeh..when i was 21 i did that because crystal   
   meth was the only thing we had to play with in Amsterdam in 1971...that   
   and lots of hash...not to mention topless hippy gurls in Vondel park,   
   but that's another story...sqw this movie by Andy Warhol there called,   
   "Speed, Madness and Flying saucers"...try get hold of it...   
      
   >  a   
   > killer, destructive, horrific habit.. but honesty's the policy here.   
   >   
      
   yes..   
      
   > I shouldn't have started taking it... that's where I was a grand fool.   
   > You can call me on that all day, I deserve it.  You don't get into   
   > something that you know could very well bring you to rock bottom.  So   
   > yes, I was dumb for that, and I made the mistake.   
      
   we all did..   
      
   >   
   > But lemme tell you tho.. once I was addicted (more, more, more was the   
   > mindset) I couldn't stop until my mind/body were completely spent, and   
   > I had to sleep.  It was that good...   
   >   
   sure...i watched the first Genesis concert on meth when Peter Gabriel   
   came on in a clown outfit with a lock of his hair shaved off and painted   
   his head silver underneath...then they played ONE ORGAN CHORD, for like   
   5 minutes thru these huge VOX airspeakers that had huge FANS on   
   them...waawaaawaaawaaawaaawaaaa...i remeber it well, even tho it's now   
   more than 30 years ago...   
      
      
   > Don't know if you've ever taken amphetamines,   
      
   erm...flight leaving in one (long) minute...estimated duration of trip?   
   who cares because time is always in the present, or I'm a mixture of   
   Phillip K. Dick and Hunter S. Thomson....   
      
      
    but it's a bold   
   > statement to say that it's only "good for combat or driving   
   > missions"..   
      
   experience is useful for making things simpler (for others)...that would   
   be my plan...if anyone would listen:)   
      
   it is good for those, but so are painkillers for pain...   
   > and yet still...  People get addicted. Someone takes a drug that makes   
   > them feel really good--it's not hard to imagine they would want more.   
   > It's human.   
   >   
   imho, it's all about education. like there should be 'prescriptions' for   
   people regarding responsible use..for example, like the person who first   
   wants to try cocaine should be warned not to do more than four lines,   
   and not to be used after, say 10 PM at night, or sleeplessness will   
   result:)   
      
   > It may be selfish and destructive, but it is human.   
   >   
      
   i'm not a believer of the 'inevitability' of our own self-   
   destruction...but what u reap, you sew, and so will you be   
   reaped...again and again...arghhh...it's a spawn raper!!!!!!!   
      
      
   > It really doesn't matter what the drug is; what matters is that some   
   > people can't quit the habit, once it is acquired.   
   >   
      
   people need education, not the DEA...   
      
      
   > And it's the same with me and any number of speed-freaks and drug   
   > addicts in this country;  just head out to the midwest if you want to   
   > see/hear about people using Meth EVERY DAY for a month straight, or   
   > longer!   
   >   
      
   aint no fun for me to imagine a state full of speed freaks...i assure   
   ya...like drunk people, coke heads, crack heads, and the likem i try and   
   stay away from them...like you say...it's catchy:)   
      
   > What can we say?  Some people can't quit the habit, even if it is   
   > killing them.  My habit was literally killing me at one time (I was   
   > getting palpitations and other terrifying symptoms all the time) but I   
   > kept going, and I was lucky to get out of it in one piece.   
   >   
      
   pleased that things worked out for you, as they will for anyone who can   
   apply rational mind, even at a later stage because no matter how far   
   down the wrong road you go, it's never to late to turn back, until you   
   die, get arrested, or end up in intensive care...   
      
   bows, makes unificatory gesture, then disappears...   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)