From: mccoyf@millcomm.com
In alt.disgusting.stories.my-imagination Bill wrote:
>I keep hearing this is a pedophile group. Actually the tile,
>alt.disgusting.stories.my-imagination" says nothing about pedophilia.
>So that particular comment and/or put down is moot as far as I am
>concerned. I don't know if there are such story groups, I haven't gone
>looking for them.
>
>But I wanted to tell you somethings before anyone jumps on me. Let me
>tell you a little about myself:
>1. I have written quite a few stories over the years. In fact I have a
>small private site with my stories that I share with close friends. I
>also used to run one of the largest story sites online.
>2. Most of my stories involves adult couples that have a relationship
>with one another. Recently I have written a few that include younger
>people. Not because I am a pedophile but because it is an area I have
>never written about and have recently met some people online that like
>my writing and have various interests regarding relationships of
>people with a wide age difference.
>3. I have never, nor will I ever, attempted to molest a child. The
>challenge for me is to write a believable narrative with realistic
>characters.
>4. WHen I was four years old I was molested by my babysitter. She was,
>in fact, my best friend's mother. I've written a srtory about that
>too.
>5. I am the product of an incestous relationship. My grandfather (or
>is it father?) molested his daughter (or my mother) from the time she
>was 8 until she became pregnant with me at 18. I was adopted and began
>to search for her in my early 20's. When I found her he killed
>himself.
WHY?
Geezzuuzz KEE-RISTE!
That was over twenty years earlier from your account.
I can understand his doing-so when your mother became pregnant; or even when
she
gave birth to his kid. But WHY when (from what you say) you just went back and
found your mother ... a quest that's quite understandable?
Did you threaten him or something?
It just doesn't make sense the way you tell it.
>6. That's probably another reason why I write what I do. That's a
>heavy load to bear and it is kind of a cacatharsis for me to write.
>
>Which brings up other curious things:
>* My mother is also my half sister.
>* My brother and sisters are also my nieces and nephews.
>* My uncles and aunts are also my brothers and sisters.
>And finally, the most mind-blowing of all... I am my own uncle!
>
Then at least you know who you are; like the guy in the story, "All you
bastards". Nothing *you* should be ashamed of; unless you are implicated in
your father killing himself somehow. Like many people have pointed out before:
It's no shame *being* a bastard. Being the father or mother of one, is
something else; though these days, as long as both parents CARE for the child,
even that's not something necessarily shameful.
Forcing somebody into sex, now THAT is shameful; whether it's a stranger you
accost in a dark alley or (worse yet) somebody in your care like your own
child.
From your description above, I ass-u-me that's so; but it isn't necessarily
true. It is however, the most likely scenario; as 8-year-old girls almost
never
go seducing Daddy ... My erotic stories to the contrary. Whether or not they
like it later has no bearing on the fact that almost always the original sex
was
forced on them. Even the most horny and precocious of women I know who have
written me about their own early interest in sex, almost always started at nine
or older. Even me: while having an *interest* in sex at eight; I didn't start
*wanting* sex until about halfway through my ninth year. Most girls start
getting interested and really wanting (or wanting to experiment with) sex about
a year or so before they start puberty at the earliest ... again, nine or ten.
Many not going looking for sex or experimenting with their sexuality until in
their middle teens: 13, 14, or 15.
So eight sound bloody like heavy pressure at the very least; and far more
likely
outright rape; even counting a girl of that age's natural instinct to trust
anything her father does.
>I'd prefer no one call names r make threats. I doubt any of them could
>be carried out. But just for the fact that we should be free to
>express ourselves within limits. That's very important to me.
>
>I gues what it all boils down to is that old saying, Arguing on the
>Internet is like running in the Special Olympics. Even if you win,
>you're still retarded.
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