From: PreteenLover@MailAndNews.com   
      
   Story: Having My Obsession  g7   
      
   by Pedro Vila   
      
       She was seven years old.  She was perfect.  Her brown hair and light   
   brown eyes with a smattering of freckles across her nose, framing the most   
   innocent and sweet lips I'd ever tasted in the instant she let me kiss her,   
   closed mouthed of course.   
      
       And she trusted me completely.   
      
       Her name was Courtney, and she was every bit the child your picturing.   
   Not yet aware of sex yet, but feeling some form of attraction to kindly and   
   larger males.  I was by far the coolest to her.  Had she been older, she   
   would be thinking of me as a kind of boyfriend.   
      
       I wanted very badly to be her boyfriend now.   
      
       I hinted as much as a fully adult male could without getting in some   
   sort of trouble, but I was sure she had no idea what I was hinting at.  She   
   just wasn't ready yet.   
      
       That and she always let me know if I accidently put my hand somewhere I   
   shouldn't have.  She knew it was a game, but she just thought I was   
   playing. Courtney had no idea what I really wanted from her.   
      
       It's enough to drive a man mad with desire.   
      
       I suppose I could have had better luck with other girls of any type.   
   But nobody made me feel like Courtney did.  I thought of her at night, when   
   I first wake, and sometimes all day too.  I wanted to eat and breathe her,   
   that's how much my desire grew.   
      
       I had to take drastic steps.  If I could get her to let me become   
   intimate with her, I'm sure I could convince her of how much pleasure we   
   both could be having.   
      
       Of course, I could go to jail if I didn't succeed.   
      
       There had to be a sure fire plan.  I was sure of it, but I couldn't   
   think of one.  There were just too many variables involved.  The biggest   
   was her age.  Seven isn't the usual age for sexual awakenings.   
      
       After months of intense thinking, and intense will power just to not   
   grab her outright, I came to the conclusion that the only way I was going   
   to have her was to kidnap her.  I didn't have any place to keep her, and I   
   could never seriously harm such a magnificent creature, but I became   
   resolved that somehow it was going to happen.  And soon!   
      
       I didn't want Courtney to be traumatized or even uptight about what we   
   would end up doing together, so I decided that it would take some form of   
   drugs to relax her enough to become my lover.  Her little body was much too   
   small to fit me in her in any way, yet I was determined to do exactly just   
   that.  She would need to be very relaxed for a full grown man to pass into   
   her Like I would be.   
      
       I had seen movies where a rag of something was brought to a persons   
   face, but that didn't look like it would last too long and I remember   
   hearing about a huge head ache afterwards.  Then there were people who's   
   first hit of some form of illegal drug was like an orgasm.  I would love to   
   make Courtney orgasm but I didn't want to make her a junky.   
      
       I guess the only thing that would work was some form of knock out drug.   
   That would work nicely too.  Courtney would never know what had happened   
   and I wouldn't get in trouble.  Well, if a doctor found out she was no   
   longer a virgin, they would know someone had molested her.  But Courtney   
   would have no clue as to who.   
      
       That was the answer, but I really wanted to make her enjoy me as much as   
   I would enjoy her.  Maybe I would have that chance in the future with her   
   not being a virgin anymore.  I might still be her first lover yet.  It   
   would be easier without a hymen there.   
      
       I didn't remember what I ended up getting.  I knew they were strong when   
   I read the label but they were from somebody else's medicine cabinet and I   
   only had a moment.  The maximum dosage for an adult was four every four   
   hours for intense pain, but it was recommended that two would be more than   
   enough.   
      
       Four would be too many for a little girl but two would be more than   
   enough, I was sure.  I wanted her to be completely out since I was going to   
   put more of me into her than her body was ready for.   
      
       All I needed left was a way to get her for a night without anybody   
   having a problem about it.  Someplace where we couldn't be found if someone   
   had the idea to look for her.  I wouldn't want to be caught red handed.  Or   
   red something, anyway.   
      
       During a checkers match in the park, I had a breakthrough.  Courtney was   
   talking about every time she was at a friends house, they wouldn't be   
   allowed to stay awake all night and she was never let up too late at home   
   either.  She felt as if she was being deprived of something important in   
   her life by not being allowed to stay awake late.  Just one night, she   
   said.   
      
       Trying to sound casual because inside I was almost trembling with   
   anticipation, I suggested that I agreed with her and I would let her stay   
   up as long as she wanted.  But her parents wouldn't let her stay with me if   
   they knew I would let her stay up.   
      
       She looked at me, head tilted sideways.  Oh, she was so cute!  She asked   
   if I had video games and a DVD.  Of course, I replied.  And a huge movie   
   collection too.   
      
       Then she looked at me for a few moments and I could see her perfect   
   tongue peek out of the corner of her mouth.  She was deep in thought.  I   
   turned away and pretended to be thinking about the game.  I couldn't look   
   at her anymore and hide my excitement.  Please say it!   
      
       "How about if I sneak out?" She said, her sweet voice like birds   
   chirping.   
      
       I looked up but she could see how happy I was in an instant.  I stopped   
   right away and said, "You would get in trouble if they found you missing.   
   It would scare them to find you missing if they checked up on you." Then I   
   pretended to be lost in thought.  "I know.  You could pretend to go stay   
   with a friend, like Becky.  She'd help you out.  But don't tell her where   
   you'll really be just in case." Oops!  A little too much.  I probably   
   spooked her out of it.   
      
       She was still looking at me, thinking.  "That's a good idea." she said.   
   "Your pretty smart."   
      
       She went for it!  I couldn't believe it.  I tried to stay calm.  "Why   
   are you smiling?" she asked.   
      
       "Er, well...." I recovered.  "I just remember sneaking out and staying   
   up all night when I was a kid too." I shrugged.   
      
       Courtney was smiling back when her mother came to get her and thank me   
   for watching Courtney for her.  A little idle chit chat, I was a long time   
   friend of the family's, and then they were off.  Courtney waved and I saw a   
   sly smile before she got in the mini van.   
      
       I stayed there for most of the day, imagining.   
      
       I thought we would be meeting a few times to plan out our little secret   
   meeting, but I was caught by surprise when Courtney called to say she would   
   be being dropped off at Becky's in an hour.  Becky wouldn't be home until   
      
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