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|    The Midway Point (1/3)    |
|    11 Oct 21 02:56:49    |
      From: slider@anashram.com              We return now to an amazing and rather illuminating aspect of lucid       dreaming the WILD way, something which appears to be totally lacking in       DILDs but ever-present almost from the beginning with WILDs; the ability       to be in several places at once. This is an automatic aspect of lucid       dreaming from the point of view of having entered into them being already       fully awake. I am at a loss to explain this fully, apart from the       observation that it is a seemingly consistent feature of WILDing that is       almost totally absent from DILDs; the very strange awareness of being in       several places at once, either singularly or even all at the same time.       This is an experience I find difficult to describe directly or accurately       except, perhaps, in terms of what I have experienced personally and from       which you may be able to draw your own conclusions.              For example, the first time I lucid dreamed in WILDs in any kind of       prolonged manner I just so happened to be lying on my left side and didn’t       realise yet what a difference left-sided dreams would make as far as their       content was concerned. While playing around with hypnagogia the dream       began and, very abruptly, I found myself in an old orange painted room in       some apparently abandoned building, an apartment that appeared to have       been inhabited at some point in the past, yet the occupants had moved away       leaving behind just bare floorboards and dust, cracked paint and the odd       piece of wastepaper strewn around. The overall impression was that the       place was deserted and that no one had been there for quite some time.       (Symbolic or what?)              I was perfectly aware that I was dreaming and, not wanting the dream to       end prematurely, I deliberately ignored the sudden jolt of the realisation       that I was actually dreaming and walked about examining the room instead.       However, my fears about accidentally dispelling the dream prematurely were       unfounded because everything in the dream remained steady and clear no       matter what I thought or did. My normal waking memory was also completely       unimpaired; I could think perfectly clearly and, although I didn’t really       know what to do next, I was able to take the time to consider my next move       carefully. In the meantime, I walked around the apartment from room to       room examining things. The decor was just about the same in every room I       visited, a kind of deep, dusty, faded orange colour on plain painted       walls. Everything about it said old and deserted, yet even the dust in       that place twinkled dimly with a kind of inner-light of its own. The most       remarkable thing about it was the complete steadiness and seeming realness       of everything I was seeing and touching. I examined myself and appeared to       be just as real and solid as I usually knew myself to be and found myself       casually dressed in jeans and a t-shirt.              After a while, I remembered reading somewhere of a dreaming technique       whereby touching the tip of your tongue on the roof of your mouth while       lucid dreaming was supposed to enhance your lucidity, and to that end I       attempted to do so. Only what happened next was totally unexpected. I       suddenly found myself firmly pressing my thumbs against the curled       forefingers of my hands which had made a fist. The immediate effect of       which was almost electrifying in terms of the increased clarity I then       suddenly experienced! However, what I had thought was marvellously clear       and sharp before paled to insignificance compared to what was happening       now. The best way to describe it is that everything, myself included,       literally lit up and sparkled with its own vibrant inner energy and       colours. What had been rather drab and dull only moments before now       suddenly glowed in almost scintillating rainbow colours that shocked me       and made me step back a bit.              I marvelled at how I had intended to do one thing only to find myself       doing something completely different, namely, pressing my thumbs instead       of touching the tip of my tongue to the roof of my mouth. At which point,       and with no warning whatsoever, I abruptly found myself lying back in bed,       on my left side, in my darkened bedroom where I immediately noticed I was       also pressing my thumbs against the curled fingers of my hands there too.       I really didn’t know what to think about this sudden, strange turn of       affairs, but I remembered that what I was originally trying to do was to       enhance lucidity by holding my tongue against the roof of my mouth and,       quite logically, assumed that if I did so while I was still awake in bed,       then maybe this would also transfer itself back into the dream. So,       without changing my position at all, I did just that; I deliberately       un-pressed my thumbs and instead held my tongue against the roof of my       mouth. Without knowing how, the next thing I knew I was back in the same       orange room as before, except now I was indeed touching the tip of my       tongue against the roof of my mouth. Only it didn’t seem to do anything at       all; the sparkling colours had simply reverted back to drab and dull       again, the tongue-trick disappointingly not appearing to have any effects       at all upon lucidity. What I couldn’t figure out, however, was how I had       managed to be pressing my thumbs when I had originally intended to do       something else altogether. I had sought a greater lucidity in the dream       and achieved it, although not quite by using the method I’d set out to       employ. I pondered on this for quite a while in the dream only to find       myself suddenly back in bed still lying on my left side.              Dammit! I thought, realising quite clearly that my rather ponderous       behaviour had just got me booted out of my very first prolonged lucid       dream, only I could somehow tell that I wasn’t yet fully awake in the       usual sense. I was clearly lying in bed with my eyes closed and still       hadn’t moved or changed position at all, yet I could also still see the       orange dream room floating like a bubble in the pitch dark just a few       metres away. In fact, I seemed to be in a very strange place where I could       clearly see both the lucid dream and myself lying in bed at one and the       same time. At this point it only required a simple shift of focus to       switch from one to the other. I wanted to know more about this strange       place between waking and dreaming, but my original intention to have a       lucid dream convinced me to go that way instead. I stared at the dream       bubble to the left of me in which I could clearly see now what looked like       buildings of some sort and stepped/leaned towards it. Instantly I was back       in a lucid dream again only this time everything appeared to be at arm’s       length compared to the utter convincing reality of that initial orange       room dream. I appeared to be in a modern and spacious garage of some sort.              [continued in next message]              --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05        * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)    |
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