From: slider@anashram.com   
      
   now ex-militia wrote :)))   
      
      
   >> - problem is, you've only gots a sharp machete see, instead of a   
   >> machine gun?   
   >   
   > there ya go again with one of your illusions.   
      
   ### - haha well that's wot you said the other day, no?   
      
   that you gots no stinking guns and only a big "sharp machete"   
      
   although i fully realise you were only trying to be a bit evil/spooky at   
   the time heh...   
      
   a big sharp machete! woooo :)))   
      
      
      
      
   >> (thank goodness heh) :D   
   >   
   > it's a dream meathead,  remember ?   
      
   ### - better a machete than an ar15, right?   
      
      
      
      
   >> so you've now been chucked-out of THAT far-right cult!   
   >   
   > wtf?   a far right cult?   
      
   ### - (slider falling about laffing haha) :D yep!   
      
      
      
   > not a chance in hell would i unite   
   > with anything political.   
      
   ### - maybe not literally or physically, but in spirit you're actually   
   very right-wing in your attitudes sometimes ("i ain't got no guns but i do   
   have a big sharp machete" remember? no true lefty would ever talk like   
   that lol...)   
      
      
      
      
   > these guys were pinche beaners.   
      
   ### - beaners???   
      
   fyi: "Beaner is a derogatory slur towards Mexicans and Mexican-Americans.   
   The term originates from the prevalence of beans in Mexican cuisine."   
   --google   
      
   look, am not sayin' there ain't no such thing as racism on the left, but   
   'most' such hateful/derogatory thoughts/ideas comes from the right who   
   don't like blacks, jews, "beaners" or anything else that ain't white...   
   the whole idea that whitey is somehow best/better is a crock, that is   
   unless a whole bunch of whites get together and say so, and then it's an   
   even bigger crock! they're a minority group ffs!   
      
      
      
      
      
      
   > 5 or 6 little mexican guys who were old and probably were   
   > sorcerers or some legend in their mind.   
      
   ### - all those mexican gangsters (any gangsters) are all right wing in   
   their violent approach to life!   
      
   the only gangster i know of that was left-wing was robin hood, but that's   
   complicated :)))   
      
      
      
   >> they don't want ya no more! ain't no good to 'em!   
   >   
   > perhaps they were no good for me?   
      
   ### - absolutely no good, especially for you! but apparently (according to   
   that dream) you're now rid of 'em... they gave you your cards and let you   
   go...   
      
   i mean, one sure way for an escape artist to 'get-out' of things, is to   
   get thrown out? (really laffing) :)))   
      
      
      
   >> whoo-hoo!   
   >   
   > jesus curb your excitement dreamer man.   
      
   ### - ah but that's all good news see? some kinda bunch of gangsters   
   (mexican or whatever) don't wantcha no more, and that's actually very   
   good! - for you!   
      
      
      
      
   >> winner! :D   
   >   
   > no winner here,  just another shitty useless dream that goes nowhere.   
      
   ### - imho it was just your subconscious mind speaking to ya via a dream   
   re you diggin' around in your head when awake wondering about if you're   
   right-wing, left-wing, and/or whatever (maybe lgbtq haha)   
      
   i.e., obviously i set the problem for you by talkin' about such things,   
   and now you've apparently rejected (at least in principle) being   
   right-wing as being the correct thing to do, and so ok in the dream 'they'   
   were rejecting you, but such reversals are quite common in dreams, after   
   all we've lived our whole lives to date in denial, and we're proud beings   
   )   
      
      
      
      
      
   > i'm starting to think (after 50 years of this shit) that there is no god   
   > damn   
   > payoff or jackpot.    where's the beef?    little crappy goofball dreams.   
      
   ### - yeah well, don't think... we only gets into trouble when we starts   
   'thinking' heh, when it usually starts adding up all wrong and then next   
   thing ya know you're in some kinda completely shitty cult or another   
   shootin' the goddamn place up lol... (could happen to anyone! haha)   
      
   i.e., certain 'attitudes' come from cults too! ;)   
      
   the only question remaining for someone not belonging to some one school   
   of thought or another is:   
      
   just how should one then have perhaps more 'correctly' lived and comported   
   oneself on this 'planet' of the endless cults!   
      
   (can't possibly join 'em, so my solution was to live 'beside' them and not   
   let-on, although, of course, that way ya prolly end up looking after them!   
   coz they don't actually have anyone (or anything) looking out for 'em!   
   see? it's ALL in their heads! meanwhile the planet's goin' down the drain   
   coz no cunt hardly even sees it anymore, all they DO see are their OWN   
   shitty ideas & concepts about: everything! - and it's 96% total shit!)   
      
   i.e., don't think... sit the fuck down sometimes and just... 'Be'   
      
   and see what happens! :)   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)