From: slider@anashram.com   
      
   >> - far from it, smile, couldn't give a shit either way about the things   
   >> gay people in showbusiness happen to get into trouble about, anymore   
   >> than   
   >> i gives a flyin' fuck about what plumbers do when they's on the fiddle?   
   >   
   > "on the fiddle"?   what the hell is that?  sittin' on the can perhaps?   
   > lol   
      
   ### - car mechanics, electricians, 'plumbers' etc, etc, are notorious for   
   ripping people off no? well in the uk we call that kinda behaviour: 'being   
   on the fiddle' or the diddle or whatever ya wanna call it lol...   
      
      
      
      
   >> like OJ that time; it's ALL wallyworld bs as far as am personally   
   >> concerned... lol ya might as well ask me what fuckin' football team i   
   >> support??   
   >   
   > well you certainly have a bit to say,  lord knows why?  bored at home   
   > still?   
      
   ### - am spending energy trying to 'get-through' to you as to the   
   uselessness of your question, that asking me summat like that is like   
   asking me am i interested in how people fiddle/cheat, or what football   
   team i support...   
      
   iow: am operating on a completely different level to that (the level of   
   the observer rather than that of a participant for example) wherein   
   although i might mention certain subjects, that doesn't automatically mean   
   i have some kinda vested interest in them... an observer sees + notices   
   many things, some more important than others is all ;)   
      
      
      
      
   >> i don't, and never get 'hot-headed' about, well, anything really haha :)   
   >   
   > no you just take it out on the keyboard,  pounding those keys,  ha ha.   
      
   ### - the problem here is that you assume am just like you, and i ain't   
   heh...   
      
   i would say (for example) that my pov is far more objective & detached   
   than yours?   
      
   i.e., you're obviously seeing/experiencing everything from the pov of   
   whether you like it/support it or not (subjectively) thus everything's   
   rather personal with you, to the point you actually 'feel' something about   
   this particular news story enough to cheer the result... whereas i don't   
   personally give 2-shits about it either way and it means nada to me   
   personally, thus am not for or against it... so if i comment on it there's   
   a reason for it that isn't automatically something personal, am seeing it   
   all in another context altogether... one that eludes you at the moment but   
   which might clear-up by the end of this reply if you listen better :)   
      
      
      
      
      
      
   >> my 'surprise' (what raised my eyebrows in amusement haha) being YOU   
   >> suddenly jumping up & down like a total loon coz whitey finally scored a   
   >> couple of goals? (really laffing) they's been a bit short of scoring any   
   >   
   > this issue is not about keeping score or any silly shit like that.   
      
   ### - oh but yes it is chris! it's precisely that! else you wouldn't have   
   felt anything at all about it?? so ok i exaggerate re you shouting   
   goaaaal! that's just me taking the piss haha, but it's also quite   
   accurate! you were cheering the result! (barkin' haha)   
      
      
      
      
   >> goals recently what with blm on their neck (heh) amidst accusations of   
   >> corruption in very high, white places, etc, etc, you were strangely   
   >> quiet   
   >> about all that huh, even annoyed onetime that blacks had anything to say   
   >   
   > i don't represent anyone, black, white, queer, straight, rich, poor,   
   > smart, stupid.   
      
   ### - you always 'claim' this, but your 'reactions' to certain things   
   belies such a claim? and in fact reveals your own keen interest in it!   
      
      
      
      
      
   >> or to even complain about? but when rottenhouse gots let-off for   
   >> killing 2   
   >   
   > oh someone still has left over feelings about something he could care   
   > less about eh?   
   > ha ha.   you're just pissed (like most demos) that the little shit got   
   > off.   
      
   ### - you see this is a good example of just how wrong (and biased) you   
   are? coz am not a demo or anything even remotely like it, if forced to   
   'choose' a side then for sure i'd prolly side with the artists on the   
   left, but only because that's where all the 'intelligence' (as opposed to   
   violence) is!   
      
   iow: am not "pissed" at all... am somewhat dismayed perhaps that humanity   
   can allow itself to be so fucking blind sometimes, it's own fucked up   
   beliefs & biases standing in the way of good common sense in this instance   
   to the point of letting that violent nutjob off... but what you gots to   
   ask 'yourself' is just 'why' you're so goddamn jubilant about it? (grinz   
   for accusing me of what you were actually doing)   
      
      
      
      
      
   >> white people during a black riot (heh @ the irony of that!) and now this   
   >> re some cops actually being innocent (like when were cops ever fucking   
   >> innocent?? hah!) then you're up there like a shot rattling the bars of   
   >> your cage shouting: yay! yay! yay! we scored a goaaaaal!!!! ahaha :)))   
   >   
   > jesus what an imagination you got there dreamer boy.   you actually waste   
   > time keeping some score?    so do you just wanna be on the side that is   
   > winning?   
   > well do ya punk?   sure you do,  you want to think of yourself as a   
   > 'weiner',   
      
   ### - no, am not keeping score... from my pov am just walkin' along   
   chatting away to my friend about different, fairly objective, things...   
   he's level and calm + seems to be doin' alright, both of us carefully   
   walking along our own respective tightropes and balancin' just fine, our   
   eyes on the horizon... and then when the wind blew a bit you   
   overcompensated, leaned too far to the right and fell off hah! and the   
   next thing you're swimming around again in all that brown shite below :)))   
      
   and what am doing now, basically heh... is encouraging you to quickly get   
   the fuck back-up outta there and stop fucking about LOL ! :D   
      
   and coz if'n i laff any harder am gonna fuckin' fall off myself! :)))   
      
      
      
      
   >> and just seems a bit nutty to get so emotionally 'involved' is all am   
   >> saying?   
   >   
   > is this where we insert some pot, kettle, black  phrases?  ha ha,  sure   
   > pally.   
      
   ### - my laffing and roaring laughter (at your antics sometimes) doesn't   
   really count as emotional engagement heh, i likes to laff so i laffs a   
   lot, you could even call it a kinda shield if ya like coz it has (or can   
   have) that effect... the old saying of 'just laugh it off' has indeed some   
   basis in reality if/when employed as such... you falling over like that at   
   the drop of a hat made me laff for example (plosh! straight down in the   
   brown & smelly, didn't even hesitate lol) where, i guess, it all feels   
   somehow familiar & warm to you now huh (really laffing) womb-like even?   
   (ewww)   
      
   but rather than scramble back out you wanna drag me down into your fall   
   (include me) and so now accuse me of being a demo (a lefty iow) which, by   
   that very statement, means/implies that you support the right! even though   
   you categorically state that you don't ever support anyone or anything!   
   especially when your 'reaction' to rottenhouse AND this news item is sooo   
      
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