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   or take the piss, i have no axe to grind or any feelings of resentment   
   even though they did pinch me a few times for almost nada, am an outsider   
   thang, not an outlaw ;)   
      
   on another note hehe... my new prescription has just arrived today a whole   
   week early lol, 3 new types and a repeat order of the candy store, 40g in   
   all... the hindu kush (pure indica) am currently smoking is very good so   
   far, smile...   
      
   the sun has suddenly started shining through my window and everything's   
   all glowy and calm :)   
      
   as for the tubs they come in there's 2 sizes, a taller one and a short   
   one, and are exactly the same as the one shown in that review video i   
   posted before, plastic and vacuum packed, strongly sealed prolly along   
   with a squirt of nitrogen or carbon dioxide for shelf-life/preservation so   
   it can take a while to begin reacting with the air again, but it's defo   
   doin' summat! :D   
      
   online reviews for this strain mention it can be trippy? i hope so coz i   
   rather like that effect, some people can get a bit paranoid/anxious   
   if/when it gets too trippy but i actually like all that, it's nice to be   
   looking around at an altered world feeling like some kinda alien   
   anthropologist visitor heh, and not many weeds can do that... thai   
   grass/sticks being the only one consistently doing it, at least for moi, i   
   mean yeah it was freaky the first few times, and very hard to remain   
   composed kinda thng, but like most things you eventually get-used to it   
   and the dread goes away...   
      
   the trick being to deliberately look outward at what you're seeing instead   
   of inward and how you're feeling; the more you can ignore the 'self' and   
   look-away from it the less it bothers you, and coz all that uncomfortable   
   crap/side of things is only ever associated with the self...   
      
   e.g., instead of focusing on how awful i felt (i've got some great stories   
   about struggling with all that heh, with thai-grass particularly) i would   
   instead set out on an adventure, meaning the world appears to work in a   
   different manner when you're in that altered state, even physics isn't   
   exactly the same? so because of that whenever it got trippy i'd set out to   
   find/discover things, hidden things, unusual books, potentially magical   
   items, anything with a mysterious feeling to it at the time... nonsense, i   
   know, but some of the stuff i'd come back with from these 'excursions' was   
   actually even quite good on occasion, carlos castaneda's first book being   
   among them and that's always been a great story, and am possibly only   
   talking to you now because of one of those trips-out into the unknown ;)   
      
   certain weeds can still trigger that experience... who knows, maybe   
   joining this clinic is even what this is all about (i've been wondering   
   why it's happening kinda thing) and any minute now am gonna hit the   
   jackpot of an excursion lol :)   
      
   well, one good J of this has indeed altered my perception, not massively   
   though, the best ones usually requiring only the one to know everything   
   about it...   
      
   it's ok though, calm, warm and kinda glowy, and there's some nice   
   hypnagogia/light-shows when i close my eyes... yeah, it's relaxing...   
   meditative/contemplative...   
      
   methinks the dishes can wait until later haha :)))   
      
   --- SoupGate-DOS v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)