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|    Hasdrubal Hamilcar to Okie    |
|    Re: 2415    |
|    12 Sep 03 16:31:48    |
      From: syed_hasan_murtaza@rogers.com-nospam              Okie wrote:              > I dreamed I woke up last night and it was 24:15 and boy did that make       > me late for work.       > Then I dreamed I went back to sleep.       > This morning when I woke I was looking at this new freeway offramp       > sign that was half covered in plastic/ half revealed. It said "to       > highway 2415 East."              LOL! Good God! I think you have an apartment number in your dream!       nudge nudge!              Hasan              > Seemed in the dream I had been looking at the sign for quite a while.       > It dawned on me that they must be planning to destroy the beautiful       > country road that cuts across the back of my town to the back of the       > town on the next freeway over. A road running by the creek with an       > abundance of native wildflowers and plants.       > I also dreamed that some woman gave me an apple and the apple meant       > lascivous sex and I was like "No no no," I don't want that.       > I recall as a child I gave a teacher an apple once. I wasn't really       > mature enough to have sex with her, but I recall I wanted her body. I       > would sit there and practically idolize her every day. This was in       > elementary school. I recall feeling how sad and desparate my feelings       > were; an impossible love; a real drama. :)       > I sometimes get the same feeling for women in my work world. I want       > them but I find it romantically impossible to communicate about it as       > I don't want to mess with the business professionality of the       > relationship. It can leave me feeling quite stale and old. A sort of       > settled sadness. There is a wall about which I do not want to speak or       > approach. And it can be there whenever I speak about anything at all.       > It makes my speach difficult and robs what I do say of validity, as I       > do not say some of the things I want to say. Instead I small talk and       > it just gets smaller and smaller... oh the desparate drama of it all.       > :)       > Sorry to bore you with that!       > Okie              --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05        * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)    |
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