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   From: LeptoCephalusDoodleBugger@GraniteQuarry.Bedrock.Com   
      
   Eldon Leighton Donovan wrote:   
      
   > "rainbowbird"   
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   >>Happy for you that you personal world is still peaceful.   
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   > Thank you... I appreciate your happiness for me.   
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   >>On second thought.....   
   >>Wasn't it you who's familymember had a bullet through the window of   
   >>his car?   
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   > Indeed it was. My sisters husband, my brother in-law. Five Bullets.   
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   >>So what is up Eldon, you are so great to call others   
   >>delusional........   
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   > Thou sayest, not I.   
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   >>How about your own dreams of denial and pink goggles?   
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   > Hahaha, rbb... You slay me... lol   
   > My world, the world around me here, my immediate surroundings is peaceful.   
   > This does not mean I do not lock my doors at night.   
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   > "Believe and love the lord thy God   
   > but lock your doors at night,   
   > and draw near thy children."   
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   > And I realize people are getting killed left and right all over this great   
   > planet of ours, that we indeed live in an insane world.   
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   > But right now, as I look around where I am standing... everything is quiet.   
   > People are sleeping, children are safe.   
   > It dioesn't mean Dan Lafferty didn't stab a two year old in her crib with a   
   > bouy knife while she looked up at him happily.   
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   17 drug and niehborhood gang murders here.   
   2 six blocks north 2 eight blocks east in october.   
   One on halloween night 6 north.   
   Kids  16-26 turf wars.   
      
      
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   >>You see this is a world with a lot of contrast.... and that is the   
   >>real beauty of it.   
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   > It's funny, you criticize me for commenting on how peaceful the setting is   
   > where I stand, and how it is even more so when I don't look too much further   
   > than the three square miles of Gresham Oregon where I have no more need to   
   > travel beyond these days. Everything I need, I can find within three square   
   > miles of here, including my livelihood. It's nice, it's sweet, it's   
   > peaceful. I am enjoying it.   
      
      
   To insure the others lived free many gave their lives.   
   When we live the freedoms they feel absolute redemption.   
      
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   > Young men are dying worldwide so I can enjoy this freedom and live in   
   > peace...   
   > God Bless their brave souls... God speed...   
      
   Yea...  my spirit is with them.   
      
   I did also hold a ' q-moment' for the Palestinians   
   as they buried Arafat so honor-dignity-solemnity   
   would be the processional under rhythum.   
   A moment etched in time. Soon 2-3 years peace.   
   Though I did not approve of a child murderer dying   
   of old age I understood the infinites bid-play-gambit   
   as a way of proving through-across time he was a"dilletante".   
      
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   > But when I comment on quieting the television   
   > and foregoing the papers... I am chistized?   
   > All the nervous worry in this anxious world, sadly,   
   > will not bring your friend back,   
      
   Strange way for the conflict to touch a person.   
      
   The hand of "Mystery" offered the father of RBBs   
   son to be very close by when the 'radical-submind-cancer"   
   fed her sesamee seed allergic son some seeds.   
   He was eating with Islamisists.   
      
   > and I am sorry you must grieve their loss,   
   > my sweet, sweet rbb, my elysian heart, my peace of mind.   
   > Why not chastize the killers, the rapists,   
   > the one's who bring harm?   
   > What have I done but to point to the peaceful,   
   > in the midst of this planetary chaos?   
   > But to love you,   
   > for you always already are...   
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   > I avoid those anxious, fear-driven people   
   > as much as possible.   
   > Maybe someday they will find me,   
   > but up unto this defining moment in time   
   > When I sit for my lunch in the busy cafe,   
   > and the bomb explodes within feet of me...   
   > the world will be at peace...   
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   > and after I am gone the insane world will still be floating   
   > anonymously in a sea of a thousand quadrillion trillion stars.   
   > And the flowers will burst a new every year.   
   > And the birds in the trees will sing.   
   > Then the red hawk will drive it's claws into the sparrow   
   > and eat her organs   
   > so it may live another day.   
   > But the Sparrow must die and with its death   
   > So must all it's hopes and dreams.   
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   > And the summer breeze will cool the brows of the millions   
   > as the bells of the chapel will chime, in sympathy   
   > And the 57-year old devout mormon polygimists   
   > will take another 12 year old girl from her willing parents   
   > as his 14th wife   
   > only to immediately molest and abuse her   
   > impregnating her and driving her to total obidience.   
   > Under the Banner of God.   
   >   
   > While the Prophet Uncle Roy commands   
   > with an iron fist the souls and every nuance   
   > of the lives if his congregation,   
   > shelling out inconceivable consequences   
   > to anyone who is even remotely disobediant   
   > of the his particular version of the laws of God..   
   >   
   > And the whole universe is mad,   
   > Asteroids are hitting planets everywhere,   
   > men are constantly receiving nation altering revelations from God himself...   
   > and at the same time the mighty seas can seem peaceful   
   > and the world where we stand can seem serene..   
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   > I ask you,   
   > which will you fixate on?   
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   > I love you,   
   > be with me...   
   > Until it is time for life   
   > to sweep everything   
   > even who we are...   
   > forever away...   
   >   
   > Eldon Leighton Donovan   
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   > E7sus4  AM7                                 C#7   
   >  I     love you in a place where there's no space or time;   
   >   
   >    F#m7          C#m7-5           Cdim      B7   
   > I love you for my life, you are a friend of mine,   
   >   
   > D          Cdim    AM7/9 AM7      D           Bm7-5  F#m7   
   > And when my life is  o - ver, remember when we were together   
   >   
   > D9    Dm6   AM7     F#m7      B7         E7sus4     A   
   >    We were alone and I   was singin' this song for you.   
   >   
   > D9    Dm6   AM7     F#m7      B7         E7sus4     A   
   >    We were alone and I   was singin' this song for you.   
   >   
   >                                          ~ Leon Russel   
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    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)