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   Lombo243 to All   
   Jumped out of the window directly into p   
   20 Sep 05 03:24:31   
   
   From: --@--.--   
      
   I had a lucid-dreaming traveling serie this night.   
   I sleeped very irragular the last days and this night was special not only   
   becuase the lucid dreaming serie but also because I sleeped as long as I   
   never did in my life before, 20 hours with very short real wake ups breaks   
   inbetween. Yes I too never knew someone can sleep 20 hours and I was   
   surprised by myself. But I have to tell you that I skipped the last night   
   (didnt went to bed) and sleept maybe 5 hours the night before the night that   
   I skipped. Will not be so easy for me to get back to the normal sleep   
   wakeup-shedule soon. :)   
   Anyway. The lucid dream happend in the last hours of my 20 hour sleep.   
      
   I awoke in my bedroom. And it was dark as I expected it to be in real.   
   Everything fitted perfect with my bed room, no anomalies.  And I dont know   
   anymore how I figured out the first time that I am dreaming. I usually check   
   for anomalies. But I figured out I was dreaming.   
   I decided to go through my room door, without opening it. Right throuh the   
   door. First I seemed to have some unexpected trouble in doing that but then   
   I managed to go through it as I am used to be able go through massive walls   
   when I know I am lucid dreaming. The room or gangway behind was exactly like   
   the real thing at first. I already started to wonder if I am in an out of   
   body state traveling in the physical plane or in a lucid dream. But then at   
   the end of the gangway where I entered the living room suddently it changed   
   and the living room was far from what it looks in real. It was more an   
   office. Also the scenery changed into a lightened one and there was a worker   
   in the room. I left my flat and what happend then I cant remember that   
   exactly anymore, but the next I know, I was back just awakeing in my   
   bedroom, it was dark and it was exactly the same situation like my first   
   lucid travel started.   
   I wanted to switch on my Night-Table light. But it didnt work. This anomaly   
   made me sure that I am still dreaming. (Hmm in the aftermath I think it was   
   too less to be sure..the light could have been damaged)   
   What I did next is a little extrem. I wanted to go out of my room as fast as   
   possible so I jumped right through my closed bedroom window where you have   
   to know that my flat is not on the ground.   
   I was falling but I knew I can stop the falling to the ground because I can   
   fly in lucid dreams. And so I slowly stopped my falling and while I was   
   approaching the ground the scenery changed and when I was on the ground I   
   was in an foreign city. I was overhelmed by the view of it. It somehow   
   looked self blazing. Everything, really  every object and inhabitands was   
   somehow emitting light.  And it was clean as no real city on earth can be.   
   It was simple a perfect city although I can not explain this any further. I   
   self experienced a joy I can also not really descripe but I went to the   
   first beeing that I saw (and also when there were humans in the city, this   
   one looked awesome different from any human or animal I ever saw but emmited   
   a perfect lovely light like everything there) . I huged 'it' and declared it   
   as my first friend in the city I saw and love. I was in a very very happy   
   mod and it was all triggered by that city. I feelt home. A place I didnt   
   like to leave. I meet some others in the city and when I was in a group of   
   people I wanted to kiss one but I looked at that persone and I couldnt   
   figure  out if the persone was a women or a man.  Well in the mod I think I   
   wouldnt have carred that much and went on but the thing that I couldnt match   
   the face to a female or male one confused me and triggered my mind to work   
   on the conflict made me stopping my original intention.   
   After a short time I feelt a beeing in my back  pulled me softly and tilted   
   backward into the air away from this lovely place. I knew I wasnt meant to   
   be there now and I cant tell you where it pulled me to. But I remember that   
   I woke up again in exactly my dark bed room again. And the experience wasnt   
   finsih then. Again I was still dreaming and again I figured out that I am by   
   switching my table light that didnt work. And again I jumped out of my   
   window which lead me to another travel experience I don't want to share at   
   the moment.   
   And after that one I had one more  lucid travels that night and all my 4   
   travels started from my dark bedroom. But none was that impressing to me   
   like that city in my second travel. Wherever it were, it was a place of true   
   harmonie so far different from our life here. A place you not like to leave   
   once when you are there. Our life is flavourless compared to the feelt   
   harmonie there.   
   One thing I know my real life mind is not feasible to produce such a city   
   because it is compareless different from everthing I have knowledge off, I   
   couldnt have created it from what I know. But when it is not a product from   
   my sleeping mind is it real then? Another conflict that bothers me now.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)   

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