XPost: alt.magick, alt.native, alt.clearing.avatar   
   XPost: alt.magic   
   From: hY_biscus@hotmail.com   
      
   CoreyWhite wrote:   
   > When I was a boy I took the Avatar course with my father, who had just   
   > had a stroke.  The stroke had put him into a stupor where he couldn't   
   > move about anymore or communicate.  I wanted a miracle to heal him so   
   > I called for a Wizard from Canada to come and save us.  We both took   
   > the course together, and at the time I thought I witnessed a miracle.   
   > We put the creation premis, that beliefs create reality into   
   > practice.  Sitting out in my yard I called to a butterfly, and with   
   > the help of my mentor the butterfly flew down and landed on my left   
   > index finger.  That was right where I wanted him to land, and when he   
   > did he unrolled his long spiral tongue to drink of my sweat.  More   
   > came and landed all over me.  The event reminds me of the baptism of   
   > Jesus now, except I never heard the story before as a child.  During   
   > the course we got to each make a primary at the very end of the   
   > course, to decide where we wanted to be later on in life.  My father   
   > wanted to be a millionaire, and those were the last words I ever   
   > managed to get from him.  I wanted to lucid dream, and I meant it in a   
   > such broader since.   
   >   
   > Well years later, my father isn't a millionaire, he has past on.  But   
   > my family did finally inheret a great deal of money that was devided   
   > among all of my fathers relations.  And now I am Lucid Dreaming, for   
   > real.  For years I had been fixated on the idea that real life was a   
   > dream, and constantly have been learning to work magick on this plane   
   > of existence.  This world did become a dream, and my psychic powers   
   > have grown incredibly strong.  Except somewhere along the lines I lost   
   > the abillity to dream at all without taking medication, and then   
   > somehow stopped remembering my dreams all together.   
   >   
   > This changed this month, when a Cherokee girl kissed me.  Our   
   > relationship only lasted a week, and I met her under such strange   
   > circumstances.  She called me up, never talking to her before, out of   
   > the mental hospital.  I met her the next day when she was released and   
   > I tride to do everything I could to get her to have fun, and show her   
   > a good time out on our dates.  After she kissed me, she would talk to   
   > me so sweetly and tell me she loved me.  And we must have kissed more   
   > times than I can remember before she left me.  We were going to go see   
   > David Copperfield together in Dayton, but the night before she broke   
   > up with me, and when I called to talk with her the next day about the   
   > show she was back in the intensive care at the hospital.  Since then   
   > she hasn't even spoken with me & I don't know why.  Her parents say   
   > she has a new boyfriend.  I miss her to death, but she has given me   
   > the most amazing gift.   
   >   
   > After she kissed me I started dreaming again.  And I'm dreaming the   
   > most vivid and incredible lucid dreams.  When she broke up with me I   
   > had some trouble getting to sleep again, but after the copperfield   
   > show I was inspired.  I could tell he was really doing real magick,   
   > because he could just make things appear and dissapear, on stage or in   
   > the audience right in front of our eyes.  He would take real audienc   
   > members up on stage and teleport them outside of the theator, and he   
   > could even see into the future.  I've seen magic tricks before, and   
   > this wasn't it.  Copperfield always said, that if you believe and you   
   > want it enough, nothing is impossible.   
   >   
   > So after we broke up, I laid in bed for 2 days and 3 nights, just   
   > trying to dream.  After that I felt better, and have been having these   
   > lucid dreams every night.  I'm even able to take extra time to sleep   
   > during the day and take naps.   
   >   
   > Last night I dreamed one of my other girlfriends, who was pregnant was   
   > getting married at my house.  It was a small little wedding, and I   
   > always wanted to go to her wedding.  I don't know if I will actually   
   > ever get to see her again, because she is living in another state   
   > now.  But then something else changed in the dream.  I realized that   
   > there wasn't any difference between the heavens above and the earth   
   > below, and I flew up into outer space.   
   >   
   > I became a super hero, that was more than just one person.  I must   
   > have had 12 hands, that all operated as part of my body but were not   
   > attatched to me.  And I must have had perhaps even more to my being   
   > than I can still remember.  But I was flying through outer space,   
   > without any equipment except I was bringing along with me a sick   
   > child.  And I was pushing with me something like the sun, with super   
   > strength.   
   >   
   > I was flying to this outer space docking port, to treat this girl for   
   > the condition she had, where she couldn't live in dreaming.  I opened   
   > up the docking port of the space ship, and put her inside this small   
   > bubble, where she was going to be processed.  Then all of a sudden I   
   > became her, and was in her classes at space school.  I kept having   
   > visions that made me feel like I was dreaming, where the doctors from   
   > the space ship would appear, but no one else would see them.  They   
   > would tell me that it was time to meet them & talk to them, but they   
   > never told me the correct time.  And then I fell asleep under their   
   > spell, and went to meet them when the clock clicked over to the time   
   > they were telling me... And that's when I woke up.   
   >   
   > I think I had even more dreams, but I don't remember all of them.   
   > They weren't as eventful as these last two lucid dreams.  Just kind of   
   > the usual movement through dream time.   
   >   
      
   Everything is a dream, Corey, everything is a dream. Even when you are   
   awake, you are dreaming. And you dream even while you sleep, even if   
   they go unremembered.   
      
   There are others in your dream with self will, which is why your dream   
   might not turn out exactly as you plan it. However, you are free to   
   dream any dream with which you wish, and make it as you believe is   
   beautiful or fulfilling for yourself.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)