From: dicksilk@gmail.com   
      
   19/08/19 Monday: Apology to Gina's Ex-Husband   
      
   Had the MOST unusual dream last night.  SO unusual, I couldn't even remember   
   having a dream earlier, before breakfast.  Later, while surfing the Web (just   
   now) I had a flash memory of what happened.  The dream itself seemed to extend   
   several moments as    
   we would reckon "real time," but in hindsight, likely only took a moment of   
   thought-time.   
      
   I can't recall exactly how this dream began, but I found myself *in a car*   
   with Gina's 1st ex-husband, Antonio (Anthony) Marzilli, from Mississauga   
   (Toronto) Ontario, Canada.  In the dream, he seemed to be driving me around   
   some of his former territory    
   where he and Gina had lived.  He seemed cordial and even friendly, while I   
   felt a tad uneasy and even *apologetic* for my covetousness.  I've tried to   
   reason with this problem (in real life) by telling myself, I don't want "his   
   wife," rather, I want the    
   Gina I fell in love with to *marry me.*  I want *my* love.  (The heart wants   
   what the heart wants.)  The dream was only around clarity level 6 or 7:  I   
   never actually looked "at" him to get a good image in my head.  Even in real   
   life, in the court room    
   back in 1995, he was always at a considerable distance, so I've never really   
   had a "good look" in real life, either.  The dream seemed to end while we (in   
   the car, there seemed to be a third person as well— Gina, perhaps?) were in   
   transit.   
      
   While I seem to be stuck in "idle" in real life, I recognize I need to find   
   some way to provide for my future.  Living day by day is peaceful, yet the   
   prospect of "tomorrow" seems always on the horizon.  I suppose if the future   
   is one of your enemies,    
   simply "Love thine enemies." 0:^> (Matthew 5:44.)   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)