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|    Richard Silk to All    |
|    2020/04/02 Thursday: Contest of Champion    |
|    02 Apr 20 08:11:11    |
      From: dicksilk@gmail.com              2020/04/02 Thursday: Contest of Champions, and "missed" death sentence?              I was honestly feeling kinda "let down" at having woken up, in that the two       major dreams from last night were gripping / compelling beyond anything I've       ever dreamed before, in that they were "life like" to the point beyond mere       dreams, regarding things        that are somewhat beyond my personal ability. Take for instance, the       dream-before-waking, of The Contest of Champions:              IN REAL LIFE there's been this *annual* area competition event, "The Contest       of Champions," held every year during the last week of October, since I was       born (1960) *except* for LAST year, when it was nixed due to some intended       antifa nonsense that was        expected on the square in Murfreesboro. No, the areas are NOT related, like       around 1¼ miles apart or so, but the nervous nellies were so terrified by the       threat of conflict (there was a pro-white lives matter rally expected to come       in from a nearby        town) that the annual event was *cancelled*— not just rescheduled on a "rain       date," but downright *cancelled!* First time that's ever happened. Well,       this morning, there was this dream. The dreamer's perspective was of a       greater-than-one-individual        view, possibly that of a CinemaScope camera, but possibly that of a small       group of people, but maybe it's just that a single dreamer is capable of a       slightly larger-than-life perspective? Regardless, it was at the section of       the routine known as the "       drum solo." This is a spot / routine / section often used in marching band       routines designed to highlight the fancy stick-work of the drum section, but       also gives the wind players (brass AND reeds and winds!) all a brief       opportunity to catch their        breath after a particularly energetic section (marching AND playing requires a       LOT of oxygen!) So while the drummers were banging away on a rather intricate       piece of work (that's beyond my conscious ability to compose or even remotely       choreograph) there        was at least one rifle (an "auxiliary" band member who spins a wooden model       "rifle", being a "military" version of a baton twirler) who was doing a bit       that involved a kind of snake-like dance move. Please note, in real life, I       simply don't dance, don't        play drums, and don't twirl a rifle OR a baton, and was only a "slightly above       average" trumpet player with a much greater-than-average ego / opinion as to       my own playing ability, so where ANY of this dream came from is *really*       beyond my own personal        imagination! But sure, I *may* have been dreaming as the "band director" who       may have put all this together (think of a general contractor who       sub-contracts the building of a home with various areas of special interest.)        Still, I was *fascinated* by the        segment of the routine, and was reasonably "released" / relieved / relaxed       when that particular dream ended. I'm put in mind of an atom's electron that       "returns" from an excited level / orbit to its "standard" orbit. Clarity 9,       for sure. I could *feel*        the synchronization / "music" / vibration of the event. It was only       *slightly* "larger than life," as if I'd been viewing the scene from a drum       major's field-stand position rather than as a spectator at a distance in the       audience / bleachers.              The dream *before* the morning / dawn moment (typically where I let the dog       out for her morning pee) involved the dreamer as a convict, an inmate at a       prison, only it seemed more like an internment camp of sorts. There was       *some* freedom of movement        within the structure, as in hallways and the like, and it seemed like at some       point, an alcove was used whereby the dreamer simply "hid" by the turning of       the head and being "non-active" in the sense that a small child might try to       "hide" from a parent        by using the "you can't see me if I can't see you" rule of childhood       hide-&-seek.              There's another segment of this scenario, such that the dreamer has gone a       sort of "AWOL" by "escaping" the day he was scheduled to be executed. "He"       (the dreamer) was "required" (or "had") to be terminated at some point similar       to 4:16 PM that        afternoon. The time had a kind of "feel" to it more than an actual, stated       time coordinate. Unfortunately, there's been a LOT of evaporation regarding       this dream. At the time it was unfolding, it was *easily* an 8, yet after it       was over, it had        already dropped down to a 6, and trying to write about it, it's all down to a       4 *except* for this one part near the end: the dreamer was somehow "returned"       to the facility in such a way that "he" (?) was on time in order that the       execution could proceed        as per normal, *as if* he had not escaped earlier that day. There was a       *small* amount of "conversation" (mental dialogue, perhaps? with an omniscient       narrator?) regarding the concept that it was a "lucky" thing he'd returned in       time, or else he'd have        been in some "serious" trouble. :-) Like, what's more serious than being       executed?? One might suppose that protracted, extended, slow torture could be       considered "less" desirable than a "quick death." At any rate, the dreamer       sensed that the time        coordinates for the execution were definitely felt and considered "fixed" in       the sense that there was no chance of reprieve or any other expectation of       clemency. So the dreamer "relaxed" and "accepted" what was to be would be.        And then, for no apparent        reason, the execution was called off.              Now, it is *perhaps* the uniqueness of being *within* a dream that there was       no apparent "change" to the dreamer's perspective. If seen as from an       objective perspective, it *could* be that the dreamer *was* executed and       merely his soul was freed, but        since the dream was *from* the dreamer's perspective, it was just that the       overwhelming sense of freedom and release / relief was the only relevant       matter. Regardless, *the dreamer* felt tremendous relief thinking that the       execution had been        miraculously called off. The more I think about it, the more I'm of the       opinion he *had* been executed, but that his "consciousness" (soul) was simply       unaware of what had just happened to his "body."              --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05        * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)    |
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