From: dicksilk@gmail.com   
      
   2020/04/13 *T*H*E* ***K * I * S * S***!!!!!   
      
   So last night, around 3 AM this morning, actually, I was having this dream   
   with a symbolic form of Gina, in that "she" appeared as mostly made of light,   
   and with a sign over her head, as if something were written on a sheet of   
   paper and attached or    
   affixed in some way above her, *possibly* ON or at the back of her head.  I   
   didn't actually get that good a look at the sign, as I was feeling more   
   arduous and even downright *adventurous* such that I moved in to embrace and   
   kiss her.   
      
   Well, this was something WAY beyond anything I ever expected!  Rather than   
   simply a sense of "I'm kissing [her]" it was instead *a kiss* as experienced   
   (perhaps) from the perspective of the kiss itself!  NOTE:  that in REAL life,   
   the last (well, perhaps    
   only) occasion that I kissed her was in her dorm room in October of 1981,   
   roughly 39 years ago this Fall, and on THAT occasion, my mouth was as dry as   
   the desert, only during THIS dream, everything was *perfect!*  Not too dry,   
   not too wet (not "slobbery"    
   by ANY means!) and the only thing sensed involved tender lips and inquisitive   
   / exploratory tongue action.  I mean, it was *GLORIOUS!*  Then something else   
   happened:   
      
   NORMALLY, (IRL) a guy makes a "move" whereby he "moves" his energy "above" the   
   woman, thus "pinning" her below, and from that perspective, initiates further   
   interaction.  This dream, such as it was, left me (AFTER the dream ended)   
   pondering the phrase "   
   God's Spirit moved upon the Waters" (a rough paraphrase of Genesis 1:2) and I   
   sensed what Moses *must* have been referring to!  At any rate, *rather* than   
   pull the male switch-over maneuver to male-superior-position, "I" (the   
   dreamer) "fell backward" as    
   if to *pull* her *with* me to the bed.  The only problem here, is that the   
   dreamer fell back to the bed, but "she" (Gina?) remained where she was, and   
   the dream simply ended, and I was in bed, thinking "WOW! OH WOW!  OH WOW!  OH   
   WOW!  OH WOW!"   
      
   At any rate, IF this should happen to be ANY kind of "preview" of "coming   
   attractions," *I can hardly wait!!!!*   
      
   Meanwhile, the only major shift in mantra-like meditations to speak of has   
   been along the lines of "Universal Truth originates within Oneself" (and   
   similar variations along that theme, such as "Richard Carl Silk originates   
   within Me.")   
      
   Sometimes I ponder "How long will this newsgroup exist?" and "Will anyone else   
   ever read anything in it?" and such... THIS is certainly one of the posts I   
   hope gets found! √   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)