From: dicksilk@gmail.com   
      
   12:41 6/2/2021   
   A thought-saw puzzle:   
   I was half-way roused from mindless sleep to the condition of mindful sleep, a   
   rather relaxed state from which one may easily (?) get up and do things, yet   
   remains in "near sleep" in order to take note of what may be going through   
   one's mind at the time.   
      
   That's when I "saw" it— dozens of little "thought pieces" (much like thought   
   fragments) floating about as if on the surface of a pond of darkness, each   
   "fragment" representing a "portion" of an idea, much like a "filament" of   
   thought:  For example,    
   take the shape of the letter "r" but with an extended top arm (such as "⌐")   
   which although may represent a "character," in this case *seemed* to represent   
   a more complex "thought," such as a "gun."  There were *dozens* of other   
   little bits & pieces of    
   thought-filaments floating through this void, much like as in a bowl of   
   alphabet soup, only there was no soup— the filaments (of soft, blue light)   
   were floating in a void of darkness, yet *apparently* (I didn't get THAT good   
   of an examination) as if on    
   their own "plane" of existence.   
      
   Let's "reason" this out a bit.  Let's say "thought(s)" come *from* the void,   
   perhaps as mere energy, and then *at one level* in particular, they begin to   
   "formulate" into "elements" of structure.  Let's take a simple period for   
   example: "."  There's the    
   structure (".") that appears as a single "." yet how one USES the structure of   
   a period is up to a "higher" level of the thought plane(s.)  I suspect this is   
   a means of ranking "thought elements" in much the same way as one would   
   structure "atomic"    
   elements, such as neutrons, protons, electrons, higher levels, such as "atoms,   
   molecules, chains" and then "mixtures, compounds, suspensions," etc., with   
   each "plane" representing a "higher level" of structure.   
      
   Well, that's quite a bit to come from a 2-second glimpse of an alphabet soup   
   of soft-blue thought bits (elements) but it was merely the identification of   
   all those bits floating around that was apparent within the "vision."   
      
   Meanwhile, I began to "think" on a particular item in a manner analagous with   
   the process of planetary evolution through which the accumulation of mass   
   achieves a center of gravity and continues to grow.  But all the dreamer was   
   actually focusing on was "   
   focus on" a bit and see what happens.  Sure enough, 2 or 3 "thought elements"   
   clumped together, and a larger "blob" element started to form.  Then that   
   vision ended, as it were, as the dreamer's mind immediately switched to   
   "Richard and Gina" thinking    
   there must be some way to attain the status of marriage.  However, if one is   
   way out on the edges of viewing how thought elements get structured into   
   *other* elements, then it may be that one has a ways to go (yet.)   
      
   Meanwhile, *another* thought occurred to the dreamer while still in this   
   rested state between dreams and full waking:  It had to do with ALL of what we   
   consider "reality" as being a kind of "image" of the energy being "expressed"   
   between the void and the    
   "soul", such that a sort of current exists between the ground and the positive   
   (in this case, it may well be that the void is the emitter and the soul is the   
   receiver, although it may *easily* be possible that such may *easily* be a   
   reversible current!    
   as in from "I AM [the Source]" to "I AM [the Reality.]"  Again, I'm feeling   
   overtones of "I AM the Alpha and the Omega" as well as "I AM THAT I AM" as   
   being "older expressions" of this very thought.  I do undertand a bit more   
   clearly that "I am the *   
   consequence* of everything "before" until (and including) the eternal,   
   infinite moment of "NOW" *and* I AM the *cause* of everything from NOW until   
   forever.  Then, of course, One has a Choice:  to love God (oneself AND others)   
   NOW and for eternity, or to    
   "hate" (anyone or anything) until death.  Simple choice:  bibleh   
   b.com/joshua/24-15.htm [“As for me and my house, we will serve the   
   LORD!”]  In this life, I simply choose to "fill" the moment of "NOW" with   
   Love, and that seems to give me the "freedom"   
    to "move on," as it were.   
      
   13:32 6/2/2021   
   The "Rod of Rulership" (?)   
   In this half-vision / half-conscious type state, I saw a kind of moving image   
   scenario whereby the juxtaposition of those two conditions listed above (the   
   energy current between the void and the soul projecting "reality") produced a   
   kind of "moving    
   picture" image seen as a dark figure outlined by a soft, thin light.  I   
   suppose that at a "higher level" (/"plane") the figure may've been seen as   
   "encased" or "fully covered" (in older language, "robed") in light, but this   
   was more like a 2-D view than    
   a 3-D view, so any image seen was as of a 2-D figure, as if a "cross-section"   
   so that the darkness of the figure is identified by the outline of light.  A   
   hot-dog-shaped outline came "returning" to the figure of a person, and united   
   *with* the image at    
   the location of a penis.  This may *possibly* be "connected" to a dream I had   
   in the very early 1980s ('80 or '81) but for now, I'll just keep that   
   possibility in a "mental note file."  At any point, it was "heard" that the   
   condition being witnessed was    
   the bestowal upon the individual of the "Rod of Rulership".   
      
   13:49 6/2/2021   
   The Trap?  (The Incident)   
   The dreamer approaches and is located beside a young lady on a bed.  No, this   
   isn't exactly an "amorous" scenario.  Apparently, the female is being kept   
   there ("held", but by threat of force rather than physically with hands or   
   chains) by at least 2 or 3    
   guys, roughly in their mid-20s to mid-40s.  The dreamer wasn't really   
   interested in taking note of them.  The gal, however, seemed to be under   
   examination, as if for some kind of ethnic or tribal ("racist") suspicion.    
   Apparently, there was at least one    
   middle-eastern-type guy, checking to see if she was Muslim or of the faith of   
   Islam.  The idea being that if she turned out to be a "kafir" then she would   
   likely be raped for Allah.  (Just do an online search regarding Islamic Rape   
   Jihad and don't say I    
   didn't warn you!)  She barely indicated that she had a mark somewhere about   
   her left arm or armpit or possibly rib cage, and there seemed to be an   
   examination of that area of her body.  There was possibly a mole of some kind,   
   and at this point the    
   dreamer was trying to consciously focus upon whether there was some type of   
   tattoo or glyph of some kind that would confirm her claim.   
      
      
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