From: dicksilk@gmail.com   
      
   I've got a few dreams "backed up" that need to be journaled, however, this is   
   Mom's first week (from last Friday) at her new retirement home / assisted   
   living facility, and my keyboard time has been greatly reduced this week.   
      
   "The Apology:"   
      
   But there was one dream involving Gina (from yesterday morning) that needs to   
   be entered, but the one that really "got" to me was this morning, likely   
   between 8 AM and 10 AM, lying upon the couch, where the dreamer was looking   
   face-to-face with someone    
   just as close as one might look into a bathroom mirror (but not *that*   
   closely!) and the view was *preceded* as if by an overheard or expressed   
   sentence, *similar* to:  "Are you Gina?" and the following scene was based   
   upon the idea that yes, the person    
   being spoken to *was* Gina, although the face was a bit different, which I'll   
   get into in a moment:   
      
   The dreamer (like, the narrative, omniscient mind of the dreamer) spoke a   
   heartfelt, sincere apology to the person looking at the dreamer / the   
   dreamer's perspective.  It was *as if* "I" (person A) perfectly had "your"   
   (person B's) attention, and (person    
   B) was looking directly into the gaze of (person A.)   
      
   While the clarity of the words were "perfectly audible / understood" during   
   the dream, there's been *some* slight "evaporation" since then (as it's now   
   after 11:15 AM) along the lines of:   
   "I love you.  I know I hurt you (in the past) and I'm *truly* sorry" (the rest   
   is presumed yet whether it was part of the words before or after the end of   
   the view / vision is questionable as well) "and it will *never* happen again.    
   Please forgive me."   
      
   Some observations about the face that was being spoken *to*:  It was youthful,   
   and for whatever reasons, the age was unclear, as it could've been anywhere   
   from 6 to 16 to 36.  The hair must've been {changing} in the sense that it was   
   neither "seen" *nor*    
   unseen!  Like, an "edge" of the hairline was visible, but beyond the first   
   quarter-inch or so, the face was simply the foreground of a background of   
   light.   
      
   The other thing of interest is that "gender" / "sex" was unclear, as if it   
   *may* have been the face of a prepubescent child, such as the offspring of   
   Gina and myself, as the face was *different yet similar* to hers, but above   
   all, the eyes were a light    
   green.  (The hazel/green color of Gina's eyes are *unique,* and while these   
   eyes were *similar* they were still "different.")   
      
   All in all, I had / have the distinct impression of apologizing "in the   
   spirit" to my future son/child with Gina, even *if* that child is the one that   
   she and I *would've / should've* had in the early 1980s.  Clairity 11, as   
   everything about it seemed "   
   astral / spiritual" in nature.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)