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   Message 37,664 of 38,514   
   Dan Skunk to Coyo   
   Re: Wow people still post here??   
   24 Jan 15 10:45:25   
   
   From: danskunk@hotmail.com   
      
   On 21/01/2015 2:17 PM, Coyo wrote:   
   > On 1/18/15 7:49 PM, Dan Skunk wrote:   
   >   
   >> I know some that aren't into anything sexual and some that don't like   
   >> being touched.   
   >   
   > I used to be like that, but I changed.   
   >   
   > I grew up in the foster care system under the State. Call it what you want,   
   >   what I survived in was a State orphanage.   
   >   
   > People learned not to touch me when I reacted by gouging the "direct care   
   >   providers" (orderlies) in their face, scarring them for life, and endowing   
   >   them with multiple fractures and dislocations. It took seven fully grown   
   >   men built like quarterbacks four times my weight and three times my age to   
   >   restrain me, a scrawny little 10 year old kid, and very high doses of   
   >   haloperidol stuck with a syringe in the ass to sedate me.   
   >   
   > No one ever touched me, ever.   
   >   
   > But I changed. I like cuddles now. I still hate the State with every fiber   
   >   of my being, but I love the fandom. I feel safe here.   
   >   
   > --   
   > Heaven is not a place, Bartleby, it is being with people who love you. --   
   >   Razielphustar the Arch-Demon   
   >   
   *hugs*   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)   

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