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   From: rainy-day-chicago@comcast.net   
      
   "Roofshadow"  wrote in message   
   news:QPadnSK6ApRoyjXcRVn-uA@comcast.com...   
      
   : Carol Shubert wrote:   
   : > Since you believe anything worth saying once is worth saying   
   : > 38,927 times, I'll ask you again: What does my private life, which   
   : > you incessantly fantasize about, have to do with the fact that you're   
   : > an insufferable asshole, Trollzy? What's the connection,   
   : > ShadowBozo/Trollzilla/Kristine?   
   : >   
   : > You're trying to tell us that the fantasy you've created about my   
   : > past feels very personal to you because... Roofshadow nailed   
   : > your pathetic little girl ass, didn't she, when she figured out that   
   : > your mommy, whom you hate, let you be abused by a male -   
   : > maybe your daddy, maybe your stepfather, or maybe an   
   : > older brother? Whoever the male was, he abused you and   
   : > *controlled* you, and maybe even made you eat ickky things   
   : > (hence your peculiar and slightly sickening obsession with   
   : > 'feedin'").   
   :   
   : I think it's also why she pretends to be male - she feels stronger   
   : that way.   
      
      
   Did you know she used to repeatedly post the height,   
   weight and measurements she invented for her male   
   sock, whom she made believe was a boxer and martial   
   arts master? It's a good bet that the "Mr Lee" in her sock   
   drawer was given that name because of Bruce Lee.   
   Bruce, who was a wise, old, gentle soul, would haunt   
   Trollzilla day and night if he knew that a sadistic little   
   creepy bully like Kristine is going around profaning his   
   name.   
      
      
   : In her mind women are weak victims and men are strong   
   : abusers - again  this says a lot about what her childhood   
   : must've been like.   
      
      
   You see right through her, Roofshadow.   
      
      
   : Another thing I noticed - anyone who tries to be nice to her or engage   
   : her in a rational conversation is accused of "trying to suck up to   
   : TH3"... she suspects ulterior motives in situations like that because   
   : deep down inside she doesn't feel she's worthy of anyone's friendship or   
   : any kind of positive attention.   
   :   
   : This also explains why she's constantly acting out in ways guaranteed to   
   : garner her NEGATIVE attention.   
      
      
   I'm sure you're right that she knows she's really unworthy of   
   any civility from strangers, but I think there's another reason   
   for her accusations about nice people "trying to suck up to"   
   her: she's a complete FRAUD who has been hiding in a   
   world of evil make-believe continuously for at least 5-6   
   years; nothing about Trollzilla is real. And if you Google   
   her old "Tux" and "Mr Lee" history in alt.fan.madonna, eg,   
   you see how she can't make up her mind if she's a   
   deliberate troll who's inventing sock puppets to harass   
   everyone or one of the fans who's trying to "infiltrate" the   
   trolls, or even if she's male or female or lovers or twin   
   brothers with her other selves.   
      
   Someone could (and maybe should) use Trollzilla as a   
   base for a book about a woman with MPD who lives in   
   fantasy online worlds. Something like "The Cell," getting   
   into her head and examining her many psychotic   
   fantasies - maybe I'll try writing something like that when   
   I have more time (after I go offline).   
      
   I'm sure that because Trollzilla has been such a total fraud   
   for so long, she tends to think everyone is as phony as   
   she is. I think that's part of why she suspects everyone who   
   tries to engage her in normal conversation.   
      
      
   : > The abuse must have been bad enough to splinter your   
   : > ego and create multiple personalities (which I think you   
   : > almost believe are separate persons), and to stagnate   
   : > your emotional development, causing you to remain a   
   : > child (and unable to figure out how silly and sad you look   
   : > to grown ups who are smart enough to figure you out).   
   :  >   
   : > You fantasize that all women who have been in abusive   
   : > relationships, however briefly, are your mean old mommy,   
   : > and you loathe and despise them because your own mommy   
   : > didn't love/want you and let you be hurt.   
   :   
   : Or who was too "weak" to protect her - hence her fantasy of being a big   
   : strong man.   
   :   
   : > Well, tough shit. Grow up and get psychiatric help, you sicko.   
   :   
   : I agree with this poast.   
      
   --   
   ~ Carol ~   
   I said: "What a maroon you are, Trollzilla! If I stopped kicking   
   your ass today, you'd say, "I made Carol go away." But if I don't   
   go away and I continue kicking your silly, cowardly ass, you say,   
   "I'm making Carol do that." Her response:  "Red DOG... knowing   
   that she's in a no win situation [fact] :)   
      
   "I have never made but one prayer to God, a very short one:  'O   
   Lord, make my enemies ridiculous.' And God granted it." (~Voltaire)   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)