XPost: alt.fan.keanu-reeves, alt.gossip.celebrities, alt.fan.madonna   
   XPost: alt.usenet.kooks   
   From: Roofshadow2004@removespamtrap.yahoo.com   
      
   Carol Shubert wrote:   
   > "Roofshadow"  wrote in message   
   > news:QPadnSK6ApRoyjXcRVn-uA@comcast.com...   
   >   
   > : Carol Shubert wrote:   
   > : > Since you believe anything worth saying once is worth saying   
   > : > 38,927 times, I'll ask you again: What does my private life, which   
   > : > you incessantly fantasize about, have to do with the fact that you're   
   > : > an insufferable asshole, Trollzy? What's the connection,   
   > : > ShadowBozo/Trollzilla/Kristine?   
   > : >   
   > : > You're trying to tell us that the fantasy you've created about my   
   > : > past feels very personal to you because... Roofshadow nailed   
   > : > your pathetic little girl ass, didn't she, when she figured out that   
   > : > your mommy, whom you hate, let you be abused by a male -   
   > : > maybe your daddy, maybe your stepfather, or maybe an   
   > : > older brother? Whoever the male was, he abused you and   
   > : > *controlled* you, and maybe even made you eat ickky things   
   > : > (hence your peculiar and slightly sickening obsession with   
   > : > 'feedin'").   
   > :   
   > : I think it's also why she pretends to be male - she feels stronger   
   > : that way.   
   >   
   >   
   > Did you know she used to repeatedly post the height,   
   > weight and measurements she invented for her male   
   > sock, whom she made believe was a boxer and martial   
   > arts master?   
      
   Did she really?   
      
   Good grief!   
      
   It's a good bet that the "Mr Lee" in her sock   
   > drawer was given that name because of Bruce Lee.   
      
   And here I thought it was because of CoCo Lee - shows you what I know.   
      
   > Bruce, who was a wise, old, gentle soul, would haunt   
   > Trollzilla day and night if he knew that a sadistic little   
   > creepy bully like Kristine is going around profaning his   
   > name.   
      
   ITA.   
      
   >   
   > : In her mind women are weak victims and men are strong   
   > : abusers - again  this says a lot about what her childhood   
   > : must've been like.   
   >   
   >   
   > You see right through her, Roofshadow.   
      
   And you know what?   
      
   Despite it all I feel sorry for her - imagine what her childhood must   
   have been like.   
      
   Yeah it's no excuse for her behavior now but it sure does explain it...   
   and no one deserves to grow up the way she did.   
      
   >   
   > : Another thing I noticed - anyone who tries to be nice to her or engage   
   > : her in a rational conversation is accused of "trying to suck up to   
   > : TH3"... she suspects ulterior motives in situations like that because   
   > : deep down inside she doesn't feel she's worthy of anyone's friendship or   
   > : any kind of positive attention.   
   > :   
   > : This also explains why she's constantly acting out in ways guaranteed to   
   > : garner her NEGATIVE attention.   
   >   
   >   
   > I'm sure you're right that she knows she's really unworthy of   
   > any civility from strangers,   
      
   Not because she's inherently unworthy (which is what she probably   
   belives due to her childhood experiences) but rather because of her own   
   bad behavior.   
      
   In fact her bad behavior may be an effort to push people away BEFORE   
   they can "figure out" how "bad" she is - she rejects them BEFORE they   
   can reject her (as she feels they inevitably will because of her own   
   poor self-esteem).   
      
      
   but I think there's another reason   
   > for her accusations about nice people "trying to suck up to"   
   > her: she's a complete FRAUD who has been hiding in a   
   > world of evil make-believe continuously for at least 5-6   
   > years; nothing about Trollzilla is real.   
      
   Probably SHE isn't even sure what's real at this point.   
      
   And if you Google   
   > her old "Tux" and "Mr Lee" history in alt.fan.madonna, eg,   
   > you see how she can't make up her mind if she's a   
   > deliberate troll who's inventing sock puppets to harass   
   > everyone or one of the fans who's trying to "infiltrate" the   
   > trolls, or even if she's male or female or lovers or twin   
   > brothers with her other selves.   
      
   Oy!   
      
   (And I'm not even Jewish - LOL)   
      
   > Someone could (and maybe should) use Trollzilla as a   
   > base for a book about a woman with MPD who lives in   
   > fantasy online worlds. Something like "The Cell," getting   
   > into her head and examining her many psychotic   
   > fantasies - maybe I'll try writing something like that when   
   > I have more time (after I go offline).   
      
   Cool - that would be really interesting reading!   
      
   > I'm sure that because Trollzilla has been such a total fraud   
   > for so long, she tends to think everyone is as phony as   
   > she is. I think that's part of why she suspects everyone who   
   > tries to engage her in normal conversation.   
      
   Probably.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
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