From: denisesharpe15@yahoo.com   
      
   Just had a creepy thought...the page with the door and shadow woman, what's   
   behind the closed door?   
   ELF ELF   
   Jon Anderson considers himself an ELF   
   And the other Fag  from ELP   
   Those 2 together?  I'm nauseous.	   
      
   When Carl wouldn't talk to me or answer my letters about all   
   The weird stuff he was doing, I wrote "Just send me a Yes or No.   
   He made me sick and depressed for over a year and I had no where to turn.   
   I believe his lies because who would be that cruel? to use music to hurt   
   Someone..I knew too much   
   And he wanted my mind gone or me gone.   
      
   I received an advertisement for the new YES album called Talk in the mail.   
   This song below nearly pushed me to suicide.   
   Talk was one of the first words he ever said to me and I met him   
   In the spring., and they are lyrics.   
   The temptation to force myself away, I was tempted to kill myself.   
      
      
   "Endless Dream"   
      
   Hold your head up high you know you've   
   Come a long way, a long way   
   Tainted as a fugitive with nothing left to say   
   Temptation may come hope your vision doesn't stray   
   In the name of God you may be forced away   
      
   Moving forward to the only place you know   
   Side tracked by some indiscretion   
   Changing as you go   
   Temptation may come hope your   
   Conscience doesn't hide   
   The longest trip you'll take is inside   
      
   It's the last time telling myself everything   
   Call me over then bring me back again   
   It's the last chance telling myself   
   That I believe   
   Your forever is mine and all I need   
      
   Now life tell me now in your arms   
   All I really need is you by my side   
   I sing this to you all the world and all it is   
   I bring this to you this gift of love   
      
   And the world turns and the world turns   
   Time tells all we know we look to it   
   Jesus on the radio   
   Pledge me what you got I'll give you   
   Eternal resting spot   
   How intense I pray depends on how much you pay   
      
   It's the last time getting it this life   
   First calling in a silent spring   
   It's the first time getting it this life   
   First calling in a silent spring   
   Fear strikes deeper than visionary   
   Screams and tears never justify this love   
      
   Talk talk listening   
   Like the first words ever to reach out   
   Talk talk   
   Like the first sounds in a silent spring   
   Talk talk listening   
   Like the first words ever to reach out to you   
   Talk talk   
   Like the first sound you start to sing   
      
   So take your time   
   Look round and see   
   The most in time is where you're meant to be   
   For they talk too loud   
   And take the hope and peace from your heart   
   We call this surrender   
   Slowly towards the north   
   And this endless dream giving ourselves everything   
   We're deserving we're gonna bring it back again   
   It's the last time telling myself everything   
   It's the last time bring me back bring me back again   
   When the world brings you down   
   You can search you inside   
   For the love you will find (bring me back home)   
   When the world brings you down   
   You can search you inside   
   When the world brings you down   
   I've waited so long   
   When the world brings you down   
   You gotta play this living game   
   When the world brings you down   
   So take your time   
   Look round and see   
   The most in time is where you're meant to be   
   For you are light   
   Inside your dreams   
   For you will find that it's something   
   That touches me   
      
   The Division Bell came out just after Talk.   
   and I was saved!!   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)