From: denisesharpe15@yahoo.com   
      
   do you know how much anxiety and pain this is causing me?   
   If I can make myself famous to please the rockstars, then I cant have   
   Real love?   
   That's not real   
   If I can't get through  then I just sit here and wonder for the rest of my   
   life?   
   I don't even want to try now.   
   But I'll finish it for myself.   
   And I will have to try so hard not to get anxious so it doesn't cause   
   Me more pain..but it's already caused me not to be able to walk   
   I have a nerve disease where stress and anxiety cause pain   
   What don't you people get?   
   Oh yeah that's right, you can say I don't exist.   
   Your causing my illness to get worse,   
   Why are you so cruel?   
      
   This is worse than anything this Enigma has put me in.   
   Why can't you see what you are doing to me, you are killing me.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)