From: a_rod_777@yahoo.com   
      
   The seemingly physical world you think you live in is but a shadow of the   
   light cast by your inner thoughts and beliefs. Know thyself. Knowledge is   
   power.   
      
   "Forty-Six & 2"   
      
   Join in my, join in my child,   
   And listen, I've been digging through my old numb shadow...   
      
   My shadow's   
   Shedding skin   
   I've been picking   
   Scabs again.   
   I'm down   
   Digging through   
   My old muscles   
   Looking for a clue.   
      
   I've been crawling on my belly   
   Clearing out what could've been.   
   I've been wallowing in my own confused and insecure delusions   
   For a piece to cross me over   
   Or a word to guide me in.   
   I wanna feel the changes coming down.   
   I wanna know what I've been hiding in   
   My shadow.   
   My shadow.   
      
   Change is coming through my shadow.   
   My shadow's shedding skin   
   I've been picking   
   My scabs again.   
      
   Join in my   
   Join in my child   
   My shadow moves   
   Closer to meaning   
      
   I've been crawling on my belly   
   Clearing out what could've been.   
   I've been wallowing in my own chaotic, insecure delusions.   
      
   I wanna feel the change consume me,   
   Feel the outside turning in.   
   I wanna feel the metamorphosis and   
   Cleansing I've endured in   
   My shadow   
   My shadow   
      
   Change is coming.   
   Now is my time.   
   Listen to my muscle memory.   
   Contemplate what I've been clinging to.   
   Forty-six & 2 ahead of me.   
      
   I choose to live and to grow,   
   Take and give and to move,   
   Learn and love and to cry,   
   Kill and die and to be paranoid and to lie,   
   Hate and fear and to do   
   What it takes to move through.   
      
   I choose to live and to lie,   
   Kill and give and to die,   
   Learn and love and to do   
   What it takes to step through.   
      
   See my shadow changing,   
   Stretching up and over me.   
   Soften this old armor.   
   Hoping I can clear the way   
   By stepping through my shadow,   
   Coming out the other side.   
   Step into the shadow.   
   Forty-six & 2 are just ahead of me.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)