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|    Janice to All    |
|    OBE from a Book    |
|    11 Jan 05 16:28:29    |
      From: janice@mailinator.com              I haven't had any OBEs to speak of recently, so I thought I'd post this       one which someone found in a book and emailed to me. If you tease out       the author's interpretations from his experience a bit it sounds like he       underwent sleep paralysis with strong vibrations and sensations of       partial separation:              "At one point in my Calcutta researches, shortly after the autumn       festival of Kali-puja, that which I studied even entered a waking dream       state in a strange and striking way. The safe, comfortable lines between       the researcher and the researched dissolved in an encounter that looked       -- and, so I imagined, felt -- much like the mystico-erotic states I was       then uncovering in the Bengali texts. Although my body was asleep,       resting almost anesthetized on its back, not unlike a corpse,       consciousness was lucid and clear, fully awake. Suddenly, without       warning, a powerful electric-like energy flooded the body with wave after       wave of an unusually deep and uniform arousal. I tried to hold the       energies in as lingams spontaneously emerged and disappeared in a fluid       dream space. At some point, the energies gathered together, as if they       themselves were conscious, and erupted 'in' in a kind of psychic       implosion. As I felt my 'I' being sucked up into an ecstasy that felt       entirely too much like a death, I watched my legs and torso float       uncontrollably towards the ceiling. While unaccustomed to death or       weightlessness (be they physical or symbolic), I desperately grabbed the       bed frame and, in a scene that seemed as bizarre then as it sounds now,       instinctively tried to embody the energies in order to bring them 'back       down' into my physical frame. After much gymnastic twisting and turning       and holding on, I finally awoke. Actually, it wasn't a waking up at all,       for the 'I' had never been asleep, but it was at least 'sitting up,' and       this with a buzzing body that, thank goodness, was no longer an       anesthetized corpse or a floating balloon."              --from Kripal, Jeffrey J. _Roads of Excess, Palaces of Wisdom: Eroticism       and Reflexivity in the Study of Mysticism_, p. 201              --              For the alt.out-of-body group website and my other sites, visit:       http://www.hopkinsfan.net              --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05        * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)    |
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