XPost: alt.feminism, soc.women, alt.fashion   
   XPost: alt.religion.wicca   
   From: Jude@petitechenier.bayou   
      
   Working on making yourself a sociopath, sef?  First step is to NOT see your   
   victims as human...   
      
   "sef"  wrote in message   
   news:1125950142.725362.157310@o13g2000cwo.googlegroups.com...   
   > Turn away now if you don't want to read yet more "non-conventional"   
   > quirky writings.   
   >   
   > When I see females in real life, I often get this strong sense like as   
   > if they've been cut in half. By something very strong, like a   
   > centimeter thick sheet of metal taller than herself. And I feel like   
   > it's her that's done the cutting, cut herself in half.   
   >   
   > This is actually a real sense I get, a sense of there just being   
   > something very wrong with them.   
   >   
   > Why do I get this sense? Once again, it's to do with how they look.   
   > People associate feminiity with all things good, wise, magical,   
   > wonderful.   
   >   
   > And more importantly, it is a definite archetypal instinctive thing, to   
   > relate good looks to good character. Despite that reality doesn't turn   
   > out that way, it is still the way it is done. Monsters are expected to   
   > be ugly, angels are expected to be beautiful.   
   >   
   > This is how standard human imagination expects things to be.   
   >   
   > And reality isn't that far from this expectation. While it is very   
   > different, there are some segments of reality where this pattern holds,   
   > usually at the lower ends and not the higher ends, unfortunately.   
   >   
   > Very stupid people are more likely to be also ugly. Very unhealthy   
   > people are also more likely to be ugly.   
   >   
   > In real life, at the opposite end, most genius tend to be above average   
   > looking, but not very much above average, even if they do tend to have   
   > an unusually "sculpted" and character-filled look. Think of Einstein or   
   > Mozart...   
   >   
   > So, to a female she has so so so much interest in making herself   
   > beautiful. Everything in her life is about how she looks, not what she   
   > is or does, but how she looks and what people think about her looks.   
   >   
   > And yet... these good looks that I see, (even if I don't really want to   
   > see them), are totally unconnected. I don't know why, but there's a   
   > part of me that when it looks at females, it somehow expects to find   
   > amazing qualities within them too.   
   >   
   > Some instinctive part of myself is asking "Where do these good looks   
   > come from? What is their secret? What is the magic behind this?"   
   >   
   > Of course, logically speaking I know the truth very well and can   
   > explain all of this. That doesn't change my reacting instinctively to   
   > be feeling "where is this amazing place that is the source of her good   
   > looks?".   
   >   
   > I feel as if someone so good looking should be doing such good things   
   > too. That someone who looks so good should be trying to make such good   
   > things, or  living a very good world even if she doesn't find this   
   > world outside of herself.   
   >   
   > I somehow when I see a good looking female, expect her to have some   
   > kind of enlightened positive way of seeing the world. I actually expect   
   > them to be intelligent even. I expect her to have a magical way of   
   > seeing the world, as if her good looks came from good magic energy,   
   > spells cast onto herself.   
   >   
   > I see a good looking female and somehow I expect her to be kind, to the   
   > innocent at least! I somehow expect her to have high standards, and   
   > good morals, to be honest and just. Simply because thats what my   
   > emotions tells me thats what good looks mean!   
   >   
   > Her beauty makes a part me feel like she will always be open to listen   
   > to reason, and that few intellectual tasks should be beyond her,   
   > whether that's learning computer coding or engineering. It makes me   
   > feel like she wants to make the world a better place, a place of beauty   
   > and truth and power. It makes me feel like she has a fun spirit, that   
   > she appreciates quirkyness and adventure.   
   >   
   > And yet.... I NEVER find these qualities in real females.   
   >   
   > More like I find a dull, empty, superficial, selfish, stupid stupid   
   > stupid stupid stupid, infinitely stupid, vacuous, petty, nasty,   
   > pointless, unadventurous, irresponsible, spoilt, conformist, weak   
   > bodied and weak minded, sick bunch of cunts.   
   >   
   > It's as if she's CUT HERSELF IN HALF. Kept the outer side somehow,   
   > despite having killed the inner side off.   
   >   
   > Cut apart qualities that should ONLY ever come together, qualities that   
   > DO only come together. I don't know that they do, all I know is what I   
   > see, but I feel as if they should. I feel as if good looks and good   
   > character DO come together, even though my experience of females tells   
   > me otherwise.   
   >   
   > So, what would it take to cut two things apart that are so strongly   
   > bound?? A really really big (door sized) heavy strong metal blade? And   
   > I feel as if she's done it to herself.   
   >   
   > No one has cut her in half.   
   >   
   > She's cut herself in half, with steel.   
   >   
   > ...   
   >   
   > Of course, all of this is just instinctive feelings.   
   >   
   > In reality I expect that it works differently.   
   >   
   > I think females know what males want, they know what looks good because   
   > it's a physical biological reaction. Certain principles such as   
   > symetry, golden ratios, etc, are naturally found "Beautiful" no matter   
   > where they are, in buildings or mp3 players or people or trees.   
   >   
   > So, females have purposely made themselves fake, over millions of   
   > years, to improve their role as the parasite. By making themselves look   
   > like all things good, despite that their soul has always been evil,   
   > they get away with being better parasites, by being better at   
   > manipulating males.   
   >   
   > The female soul (the goddess) can never be anything BUT evil. You   
   > cannot change your nature. That is how it works. I can't change my   
   > nature from being on the side of freedom, just like females can't   
   > change their nature from being on the side of oppression.   
   >   
   > Life can throw different things at you, but at the end of the day, your   
   > nature is always going to be pushing in a certain direction. Forces   
   > might push you about, push you in the opposite direction of where you   
   > want to go, etc etc, but when all opposing forces are calculated and   
   > added up, your nature will still amount to the same nature that it was   
   > when it wasn't oppressed.   
   >   
   > Simply because it's not possible to change anyone's nature. Choices can   
   > change, by changing the options available to be chosen, or changing the   
   > understanding of these options, but the nature remains the same.   
   >   
   > Females have an oppressive nature, they've chosen the role of the   
   > parasite as their form of oppression, and over millions of years   
   > they've found making themselves seem like all things good helps them to   
      
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