From: ibshambat@gmail.com   
      
   not in life will i ever forget you   
   even if i don't see you again   
   even if all i feel is regret and   
   a sharp uncontrollable pain   
      
   you were elegant, sweet and tender,   
   you were brilliant, artful and kind,   
   you were painting deliciously rendered   
   and a masterpiece of a mind   
      
   years and oceans are now between us   
   years and oceans of time and space   
   but whatever is here, can see us,   
   and the memories don't get erased -   
      
   how much more can i say that i loved you   
   how much more than i can feel and see   
   on a rock at the dawn in the sunrise   
   a soft cloud of you, shirtless, and me -   
      
   thirteen years down the road - why now?   
   just because it was truer than life   
   in it, what, who, where and how   
   are impaled on the end of a knife -   
      
   which is sometimes twisting and turning   
   to wake up what i knew in my mind   
   to remind me of passion and yearning   
   and the beauty that was left behind -   
      
   you will always be there, won't you, truly?   
   when i need it, will you not be here?   
   and the world we have known, won't it fully   
   in the day, in the night, reappear?   
      
   and the splendor we've known and the torment   
   will it not come back, time and again   
   to make endlessness of each moment   
   and a door into truth made of pain -   
      
   and the world that we knew, not regretting,   
   i will come to, in joy or in wrath -   
   not in life will i ever forget you   
   nor in death, nor in death, nor in death.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)