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|    Ilya Shambat to All    |
|    The Crying Queen of Africa (1/2)    |
|    11 Dec 23 22:16:15    |
      From: ibshambat@gmail.com              Biography of Leticia Nyerere              INTRODUCTION              The crying queen of Africa!       How long had it been thus?       You, that were queen of Africa,       With face down into dust!              To come from rags, to excellence,       And then brought down again:       Your kindness and intelligence       Shackled with loss and pain!              Passed between many powers       And torn by them to shreds -       They all sought to devour you,       And then they sought you dead -              How could you be so exquisite,       So gentle and so kind,       When you are nearly destitute       And pained in heart and mind?              Surrounded by sorrow,       You kept the light alive -       And on each passing morrow       You rose, and toiled, and strived!              And yet remained benificent,       And generous, and warm,       And looked simply magnificent       Through sunlight and through storm!              And now you’re in the Parliament,       You’ve triumphed over all –       In Tanzanian government       Instilling mind and soul!              Triumphant queen of Africa!       Inspiring to the world!       You are again in Africa -       Now let your voice be heard.                     CHILDHOOD              In Africa, in Africa,       On Tanzanian soil,       Was born the queen of Africa       In heat and rain and toil.              The parents taught her from the start       To be ready for life       Be self-sufficient, strong and smart       And when the time arrived              From Africa, from Africa       On double-engine plane       She went - a girl from Africa -       To a great northern land.              She felt lost, but the Russians       Were friendly to her, and       They asked a lot of questions       Till she could understand              That they wanted to know       Her and her world, as such:       And they were giving, though       They said word "nyet" too much.              She met folks from all over       The third and second worlds,       From everywhere and nowhere       Men, women, boys and girls,              She studied many languages       And sciences and arts       Her natural intelligence       Combined with people smarts              Made her a youthful favorite       Within the second world       And she became warm, elegant       And happy as a bird.              Russia's supposed poverty       Was for her giant wealth:       She had possessed no property       But all her needs were met              She studied subjects rigorously       All things to understand       And lived life fully, vigorously,       And gathered many friends.              She gained not only knowledge       But strength and wisdom too       And after going to college       She became dream come true.              SINGLE LIFE IN TANZANIA              To Africa, to Africa       From Russia she arrived.       She went back home to Africa       And started her new life.              In Dar-Es-Salaam she began       A secretarial business       And grew in name and capital -       And still, and nonetheless,              Remained kind, warm and elegant       And pleasant to behold -       And how is this relevant?       Learn once the story's told.              The son of a great president       Nyerere, no one less,       Became her client and he spent       Much money in the press.              And then he asked to marry her       And she said to him, yes.       They married in great ceremony       And all thought they were blessed.                     MARRIED LIFE IN TANZANIA              In Africa, in Africa       Nyerere's son and her       Became the talk of Africa       And traveled all the world.              Nyerere loved Leticia       He knew that she was smart       He saw her mind, ambition, and       A girl of his own heart:              And when she had her infant,       Julius she named him.       Two more came out, few years apart -       She still was fit and trim.              She started woman's magazine       That still sells far and wide -       She sought to serve and yet to win:       All that was on her mind -              Beloved in-law she remained,       Africa's jet set queen,       Flying to China, Russia, Spain       And places unforeseen.              And yet the queen was crying       Both outside and within:       The people were not satisfied       No matter what she did,              However much she tried to please       It never was enough.       Oh how could this have come to be?       Why did this happen? How?              She looked outside, folks walking by,       And saw love in their eyes -       Where was the love in her own life?       Why all this darkness? Why?              She tried all things, mistakenly,       And nothing ever worked;       Whatever she gave, was taken, and       Expected of her more              Her mind was cluttered with debris       And arguments and pain;       She never had a day of peace       And so was going insane;              She gave and gave, and strove, and yet       Nobody gave respect;       Despair, guilt, fear and regret       Were screaming in her head;              Nothing would work; nothing was right;       In pain the queen would cry       Whatever she did, still worse it got -       She did not know why.              For thirteen years this went forth -       No matter how she tried,       The agony kept getting worse       And sorrow multiplied:              “Is this my life?” thought crying queen       “This, what life has in store?”       She who began a magazine       And business, and still more?              She wanted peace of heart and thought       To focus on her kids;       She sought to be what she was taught       And to do real deeds;              “Is this my life – entirely –       Is this the end for me?”       Fly, crying queen, across the sea       And then you can be free!              After much agony and fear       At last she did decide       To get her kids and disappear       In middle of the night              Three months before the President died,       Leticia challenged Fates       And took a plane, kids at her side,       To the United States.              LIFE IN UNITED STATES              From Africa, from Africa       Arrives the fallen queen       Carrying warmth of Africa       Still looking like a dream              But now she must herself survive       And for her kids provide.       She must learn how to stay alive       And keep them at her side.              She works as an accountant;       There’s insufficient pay.       She works then for the government       To serve and to protect.              The children mix with druggies,       She changes neighborhoods       She toils, and cleans, and struggles       Like no one knew she could.              She wakes, four in the morning,       Comes home late at night       And then she works from home       Struggling just to survive              It’s do all this each coming day       Simply to make ends meet,       Or lose everything that she has       And wind up on the streets.              Nobody thinks she is a queen       But she knows: She must strive       To do all for herself and kids       And struggle to survive.              She starts organization       To help Tanzanian kids.       She works on reputation       Mid races, peoples, creeds,              The wolf's maw of survival       Is breathing down her neck -       Thus greet the new arrival       Who's fallen off the track.              Thus treat the fallen beauty?       How far? How long? How true?       Who was the undisputed       Princess, and brilliant too?              Survival, unforgiving,       Is screaming in her face:       Now go and make a living       Or be destroyed, erased -              She answers, I am working,       Now leave my kids alone!       All come, at her heart jerking,       Desiring her undone,              Her mother dies, and when she leaves       For Africa, the friends       And family meet her and kids       And help her understand                     [continued in next message]              --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05        * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)    |
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