Hi Lost...   
      
   Christmas is right around the corner, are you still with us in this sad world?   
      
   Anyways, I`ve been thinking about suicide with charcoal for quite a long   
   time.  I got the inspiration after watching some japanese movie, then I did a   
   bit of research and read about Brad Delp, a musician who commited suicide in   
   his bathroom using this    
   method. I does`t seem too complicated, accordingly to what I have read about   
   people who accidentaly died by poisoning just because the did a barbecue and   
   fell asleep with the carbons still burning a bit. So, I dont really think much   
   preparation is needed.   
    Sometimes, I suspect that those who give those complicated explanations are   
   trying to make it seem overly complicated so the person desist from doing it.   
   You know, the more time you spend in preparations the more time you have to   
   think things over and    
   maybe abandon the attempt. I dont know, I just think that.   
      
   Unlike you, I dont have a precise date, but I do have a time frame in which i   
   will do it.   
      
   Unfortunately, i dont live by myself and dont have a solitary place to do it,   
   but my bathroom is inside my room and it doesnt have any windows, so I guess I   
   could do it there, a la Delp...Bring with me a couple of burners, place then   
   in the shower area,    
   and lie down as comfortably as I can after I have taken about 600Mg of   
   pregabaline, which I usually take in lesser dosage to help me sleep. and of   
   course after ducttaping the whole door frame.   
      
   Other option is doing it in the room in the same fashion but adding an extra   
   burner cause the space is bigger.   
      
   How nice that your parents have that little house where you can see the snow   
   while doing your preparations. I can imagine how peaceful that would be. I   
   love snow. It is so beautiful..it would be a nice image to see after you go.   
   Somewhat it will remind    
   you that not all was bad, and that is true, problem is that most of it was.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)