I am not depressed;I want to live but I am 73, alone and in the end stages of   
   a degenerative disease.  For six years I was prescribed opiate therapy every   
   month but ten weeks ago I made the fatal error of moving to SC.  I am willing   
   to undergo every test    
   the system insists I take but no pain management specialist is willing to   
   prescribe the medicine I need to function or alleviate the agony of the   
   neuropathy and damaged spinal nerves.while taking those tests   
   I'm not looking for advice on how to end my life.  I've done the research, I   
   know what to do.  I'm looking for the company of cool people   
   I only have 17 days of medicine left   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)