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   Re: suicide   
   22 Dec 14 07:22:08   
   
   From: zztopmyself@gmail.com   
      
   I do that sometimes. Usually 120mg. Makes a nice warm glow in the brain after   
   an hour or so and lasts for about 3 hours.   
   The other day I used the cold water extraction method on 10 pills so ended up   
   with near enough 300mg in a small drink of water. Drunk it down in one and   
   waited, whilst waiting had some wine. When the effect came I felt terrible, it   
   was not pleasant like    
   I thought a higher dose might be. Felt sort of sick and had to lie down. Won't   
   be doing that again. Pleasure was zero, just a spaced, sick, slightly dizzy   
   feeling.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)   

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