From: anna.gonzales.wpg@gmail.com   
      
   Hello,   
   Since your reading this, then that must mean your still living. My question is   
   what keeps you here? Or are you just waiting for the next bus?    
      
   For me,my friends are what keeps me here. Don't get me wrong I'm still pretty   
   suicidal, but I'm terrified on how my death will affect them. I found myself   
   staring at my Facebook friend list and crying while muttering "I'm sorry, I'm   
   sorry."  I know that    
   they will be angry at me, but I'm angry at life and at myself.  A friend of   
   mine sister committed suicide years ago and I remember giving her my   
   condolences, so I feel guilty for having this feelings. Whenever I feel   
   lonely, I know i can just text or    
   call my friends.     
      
   I figured that I should ask this question because my first question that i   
   posted here was "why do you want to die?". I hate having this wars in my head.   
      
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