From: nobody@dizum.com   
      
   Hello everyone.   
      
   I know in my mind that death is the best thing   
   for me.  I know that it will be such a relief   
   after I end this lifetime of misery.   
      
   I want to die so desperately.   
      
   The problem is, I have a fear and difficulty   
   in getting over the hump, so to speak, of   
   actually doing the act.  I keep getting so   
   close, and then hesitating.  And then I hate   
   myself for chickening out.   
      
   I need some encouragement.  I need help in   
   getting my suicidal emotions up to meet the   
   goal that I know in my rational mind is best.   
      
   I have encouraged other people to kill   
   themselves when I decided that their lives   
   were not good enough.  I view my encouragement   
   as compassionate and helpful.   
      
   Now I need some people to give me the   
   encouragement to kill myself.   
      
   Thank you.   
      
   Lori Nadeau   
      
   Phone - (714) 771-8493 or (562) 434-2244   
      
   Email - lorij4j@icloud.com   
      
   183 N Grand St   
   Orange, CA 92866   
      
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    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)