From: foxglove716@yahoo.com   
      
   I'm sorry you're in such a bad place, things sound really hard :( You say you   
   live fearing death every day... are you sick? Perhaps you don't want to die   
   but you need relief from those fears and anxieties that follow you around? You   
   mention something    
   happening this weekend that may help? I hope you can find a way through this   
   quagmire. I hope we all can.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)