From: radiolistener1892@gmail.com   
      
   Not serious about suicide as I'm sort of convinced that it will harm me   
   karmically, have me thrown in Tartarus, entail a lake of fire, oblivion - who   
   knows? I'd like to do it but am not really sure if the hell down there is   
   better or worse than here. My    
   current reality is bearable but unhappy. I don't know what is on the other   
   side of the vail. I'm suspicious that I'm in a computer matrix or something as   
   a means of testing. What? Don't know. Any comments invited, pos or neg.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)