From: liane.sparks@yahoo.com   
      
   sorry for your story, foxglove. I agree that it's not always possible to keep   
   going just because someone else wants you to! I experienced similar nightmare   
   of police and hospital - it just further removes you from any tenuous sense of   
   safety or '   
   normality'.   
      
   Glad you don't hate your husband (though there might have been times when you   
   thought you did) He  was afraid for you. Choices are very limited because   
   there is little room in our western world for mental imbalance even though   
   this same world causes much    
   of it!   
      
   Hubby couldn't have had a way to know what calling the police would lead to.   
   He'd not have been given any idea of the actuality of those feelings of   
   helplessness you would experience when those people insisted you behave in a   
   certain way and do what they    
   want you to do because you were 'ill'!    
      
   Sometimes the causes of depression are so complex and deep that there is no   
   fix for them, no magic superglue. You are sold a fantasy that if only you take   
   the pills or go to the psychiatrist or join the self-help group, you will be   
   'well' again. You can    
   only know from your own experience...   
      
   Are you still in this world? Your life. Your story.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)