From: liane.sparks@yahoo.com   
      
   so long it's been wishful thinking, but lately I have realised I need to be   
   DOING. Thinking in itself doesn't make me disappear.   
      
   At the moment, gas seems the least distressing for me and anyone who has to   
   look at my body afterward....   
      
   I thought about going to a campsite but was concerned for private owners who   
   then might have to deal with police and paperwork etc so then I thought it   
   would be better if it was council-owned because they'd have instant access to   
   legal stuff and services    
   and I wouldn't be harming someone's means of personal finance.   
      
   Also purchasing - I'd need to either visit a seller like a welding supplies or   
   party supplies company and they might want to see ID or be somehow convinced   
   I'm organising a big event that requires over 100 balloons to be filled. The   
   tank would then need    
   to be transported to the site. Alternatively I'd need to order one to be sent   
   to a different address and then go get the thing - since I'm not a driver,   
   then I'd have to be driven by a friend (luckily I have one, but what if he   
   decides to back out?)   
      
   I'd be interested what obstacles or contemplations have come up in other   
   people's thinking when they start to plan. What about practicalities, if, like   
   me, you don't really understand technical stuff?   
      
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    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)